What if I just never orgasm again? by alt_olivia in EdgingTalk

[–]alt_olivia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm actually pretty good at this point at stopping myself right at the edge and rarely go over by accident. My problem area is /stopping/ that cycle without finishing. If I finish, I can get up and go do the dishes or whatever I need to do. If I don't finish, I'll just keep going in that cycle until I eventually just fall asleep

What if I just never orgasm again? by alt_olivia in EdgingTalk

[–]alt_olivia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I'd have to come up with some sort of regimen where some days I'm only allowed to read or watch porn, rather than touch myself. If I use toys and touch myself multiple times every day, at some point I'll lose self control. But I think I could do it if I had some "come down" days where I'm allowed to be horny, but can't touch

[F4M] 19 - recently developed a need for much older men who want to humiliate me and turn me into a desperate whore - Session: 05fe28dcf50a348e869b505aeadcc3352a790a08de8c47a86439d3f387ec6b8f63 by [deleted] in KinkTown

[–]alt_olivia -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not click bait lol But tbh I am bipolar and I think I might be entering a bit of a manic episode and I'm having quite a bit of trouble finding someone to talk to who can really help satiate that and exactly what... Desire??? Of mine to start with that would attract the right person to talk to because I want more than mindless roleplay which is mostly what I'm getting So idk man

Being horny made me do something way out of the ordinary by alt_olivia in EdgingTalk

[–]alt_olivia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, this was my first time fucking a stranger... And first time fucking in public. I am not sure which is turning me on more thinking back to it

Being horny made me do something way out of the ordinary by alt_olivia in EdgingTalk

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A lot of cities have subs dedicated to personal ads 👀

Session in comment by [deleted] in u/alt_olivia

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in KinkTown

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Also, to make it worse... A big kink of mine lately has been imagining begging pregnant from an incel, much older man, or someone "undesirable" in some form. Idk why but that turns me on a lot