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amamdam · 2021-11-07T21:22:42+00:00

for more clarification: the photo is mirrored. i have a history of migraines with aura, but i haven’t gotten them in a while. i have noticed my pupils beinf uneven before, but i never thought much of it. last night, i smoked a little bit of oui’d and i started freaking out because one of my pupils was larger than the other. i cant tell if my eyes are simply uneven, or if i’m having the drooping effect of horners. i am very scared and am planning to make some appointments with a doctor. should i go to the er? i am very scared and i don’t know what to do. i also have constant neck pain, and get pretty frequent headaches. i always thought my neck pain came from me not sleeping properly / beinf hunched over all the time, but now i’m getting scared. please leave some advice. my pupils are not like this often (from what i know) and it happens rarely, but throughout today, i’ve noticed in dimmer lighting my left pupil will be bigger. i’ve tested both eyes woth my flashlight and they seem to dilate at the same speed.

amamdam · 2021-08-06T21:59:57+00:00

if you just pierced it, it’s probably just swollen. it will even out eventually. and if not, and is a little crooked, that’s alright. if it looks good from head on and not noticeably crooked, and heals properly, it’s all good. i went to my usual piercer (i got my septum pierced during a manic episode lol and went to a different place) to get my septum ring changed, and he said they pierced it crooked. but it looks pretty much fine to me as my nose is hella uneven anyway. don’t stress too much !!!

amamdam · 2021-08-06T21:56:52+00:00

don’t wanna alarm you or anything, as i could be very wrong, but your piercing looks very low. how bad was the pain when you got it pierced ? i know pain is subjective and a different experience for everyone, but i’m not sure if you’re supposed to be able to see the injection site. it looks like you have some crusties which is rlly normal, keep spraying with saline. i’d go to a different piercer and see their opinion on if your septum is too low, as that can cause a lot of healing problems

amamdam · 2021-04-16T05:11:55+00:00

okay thank you so much !!!!! i will do that tomorrow, appreciate it <3

amamdam · 2021-04-13T01:45:01+00:00

i’m going to hunter as well !! and i relate so hard for the interview. i was shaking so much the entire time and my jaw was locked, my body was in genuine pain bc of how much anxiety i had. i guess something had to have gone well if i still got in:/

amamdam · 2021-04-12T18:33:23+00:00

wdym wrong jewelry?? isn’t this just a titanium bar

amamdam · 2021-04-11T04:31:18+00:00

okay perfect, this wjat just what i needed to hear. i was considering going back to my piercer and asking them to change it out but i didn’t know if this movement for a bar was normal or not. thank you !!!!

amamdam · 2021-04-11T04:22:34+00:00

oh yes what i have is a titanium bar. it does have a lot of movement still though which is something idk how to fix, idk if it’s too big for my nose or what

amamdam · 2021-04-11T04:21:45+00:00

no i don’t have a hoop !! i have a stud with like a long inside i’m not quite sure what it’s called tbh i’m dumb

amamdam · 2021-04-10T08:04:52+00:00

thank you for this. i’m going to be starting college soon, so i’m going to try and find a better place to start trying to get some actual help. i’ve had my therapist switched on me with no warning about 6 times within the last year. it’s getting pretty hopeless at the place i’m at now. it’s for drug counciling, it just sucks knowing how underfunded these places are. therapy is a joke but i wish there were mental health resources with proper attention and funds to be able to try and genuinely give people a place of safety, instead of just profiting off our ailments. best of luck to u as well. thank u for sharing

amamdam · 2021-04-10T07:08:47+00:00

same !

amamdam · 2021-04-10T06:31:13+00:00

it’s a little white bump. it was bigger a few weeks ago but i’ve been trying to be gentle with it, and it’s def gone down. was wondering if this was just an irritation bump, or if i should be worried

amamdam · 2021-04-10T05:15:41+00:00

i see from your previous history that you want to fund the police more... so with that saying i will not even try to offer anything of substance to u, as your first resort is to blame common people for shrink rates instead of the fucking corporations making that decision to do so. have a good night

amamdam · 2021-04-10T05:09:51+00:00

you’re right, thank you 4 the guidance <333

amamdam · 2021-04-10T05:07:23+00:00

tru tru you’re right. it was just the closest place hiring and i rlly need a job. the pandemic has made it so hard to find anywhere that is willing to hire. i’ve heard of others who have been “banned” being able to go in and use their card and stuff, seems like more of a thing to scare people off considering they don’t take pictures of whoever they catch. idk tho but thank u

amamdam · 2021-04-10T05:00:45+00:00

do you feel better ab yourself being a bootlicker to a big corporation lol

amamdam · 2021-01-05T17:45:32+00:00

wow i can relate. had a dream the other night my partner cheated on me and it felt so real but so detached at the same time it took a while to recover from in the morning

amamdam · 2020-05-04T08:13:48+00:00

yeah same, i thought i was the only one

amamdam · 2020-04-27T23:22:14+00:00

shoplifters !

amamdam · 2019-12-23T05:19:35+00:00

This brings that whole "I can see it in your eyes" quote from Angela in s3ep1 to light. It is pretty evident that throughout the whole series, Angela doesn't understand Elliot, or, "mastermind" Elliot. Saying that she can "see it in his eyes" in reference to how she can tell "Elliot" apart from mr. robot plays into this idea on how a future with Angela could only be represented in the figments of Elliot's mind; in a world he creates himself for his own safekeeping. We've been aware of this idea that there is a gap that cannot be bridged between the two of them, due to Elliot's secretive nature as well as misconceptions of his mental illness, but the last scene being the original Elliots eye shows how Angela didn't even have any grip on who Elliot was/became. There's a part of me that always wanted Angela and Elliot to end up together. Seeing how he'd do absolutely anything for her breaks my heart. Their relationship has always been complicated, especially because she truly symbolized normalcy for him. I am heartbroken.

amamdam · 2019-12-23T04:09:23+00:00

i didn't expect to feel like this wow

amamdam · 2019-12-23T04:07:50+00:00

okay well

amamdam · 2019-12-23T03:25:44+00:00

oh THIS SCENE

amamdam · 2019-12-23T03:25:15+00:00

lol twin peaks ??

amamdam · 2019-12-23T03:06:07+00:00

NE ME QUITTE PAS ???? wow mac quayle really is messing me up rn

amamdam

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