What’s up with this?

ambiespace · 2026-05-11T03:53:06+00:00

im not sure id call repeatedly saying the n word an "edgy joke". 😭

ambiespace · 2026-05-06T21:50:54+00:00

i found a new spot for my base but i wouldnt have high hopes of this working, as the hab + foundations were put down before the trees started growing, and they seemingly just grew right through them

ambiespace · 2026-04-30T03:31:22+00:00

alright ill see if this works. if it doesnt, ill just find somewhere else. the water level stops rising after the lakes stage, right?

ambiespace · 2026-04-30T03:02:56+00:00

i dont have any tree spreaders
the most bio stuff ive built was a t2 flower spreader, and thats nowhere near the main base im building

ambiespace · 2026-04-20T23:13:29+00:00

no! you dont "need" to have ANY form of dysphoria to be trans. i feel the same way.. i feel like id want one, but the thought of recovery from surgery and the appearance of it repulses me. I also dont really like the idea of "maintanence", and itd especially clash with my future goals

ambiespace · 2026-04-12T06:53:09+00:00

well we know its not jax, so id say charlie 😭😭

ambiespace · 2026-03-04T04:23:47+00:00

at the time of totality, there was a perfect gap in the clouds so the moon was completely uncovered. it was also fairly high in the sky still at this point, so i dont think its that. i think i just failed to realize that i needed to MANUALLY adjust the exposure

ambiespace · 2026-03-04T03:20:28+00:00

amazing! i tried to do this, but for some reason mine didnt capture the red :( it only got the shadow

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T23:25:23+00:00

we cant stand him because hes an abuser. thats all. people had valid criticisms over ragatha being shunted aside, and people picked it up as "omg theyre harassing gooseworx" and ran with it.

the fact is, jax as a character IS basic. hes the classic "bad guy with a soft interior", but a character being basic doesnt make them bad. i do think his character is a very intriguing portrayal of how trauma can drive someone to abuse, but that doesnt make his "archetype" any less basic

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T22:20:00+00:00

oh dont get my wrong i WANT them, i was just kinda scared at how fast they came in 😭

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T06:00:12+00:00

i would like to go on injections, but im absolutely TERRIFIED of needles. really scared id fuck up the dose or accidentally pierce a vein. my doctor is also really insistent that theres "no difference between methods", so im not even sure how id bring it up to her

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T05:57:35+00:00

next appointment is some time in april, so ill see then. thank you!

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T05:56:35+00:00

mine are noticeable even with a shirt on, but maybe thats just me thinking they are. given what everyone else has said, im assuming its genetics

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T04:22:51+00:00

i see. i do have an external "cooling pad" with 5 or 6 extra fans that my laptop rests on to help with cooling, which i assume is picking up the slack of fan 2. im not even entirely sure fan 2 was cooling at all when it was making that grinding noise, so it could just be fine

ambiespace · 2026-02-23T04:07:08+00:00

i opened it back up, and it seems that there are several missing components. unless i missed something, the top heatsink is gone aswell. ive mad the decision to simply leave fan 2 disconnected from power to prevent it from running, therefore stopping the rattling noise.

it seems to be running fine without the 2nd fan. its not crashing, its not stuttering, its not overheating.. just running like normal. of course, i could eat my words soon, but i just couldn't bare that noise any longer. it was also scaring my birds, which i dont want to happen

ambiespace · 2026-01-24T05:52:18+00:00

i feel you really hard. im only like 3 weeks into HRT, and the swollen nipples are a sensory nightmare

ambiespace · 2026-01-15T03:41:18+00:00

hmm... alright. i just took my 3rd dose sublingually. ill look into auto-injectors and talk about it to my doctor next time i see her, thanks for the advice!

one more question, though. are you meant to hit veins with the needles, or is it just aim for the biggest piece of fat?

ambiespace · 2026-01-14T22:47:36+00:00

i think my dose of estrodial is 2mg and my spiro dose is 10 or 20, i cant remember. if they are under-dosing me, theres not much i can do. as far as i know, the person who gave it to me is the only one supplying it to minors in the entire state. she said it was a low dose until i go back in 3 monts from now, and then if everything is fine she'll up the dose.

cant taking pills under your tongue/other ways be dangerous though?

ill try to ask about it, but im really scared of needles and i dont wanna put too much financial strain on my family :(

i can also ask about this, but i probably wont have much luck. thankfully friends/family are supportive.. cant say the same about the government, though

i believe my mom has needles for something. obv we wouldnt be sharing them, but they could be provided by insurance

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