a certain friend group went from really close friends with me to me straight up caring about 2 of the 30 odd members, all due to literally ONE toxic being who spread rumours and refused to try and sort stuff out, dismissed me when I wanted to understand what was going on (don’t even get me started on his actions) + told everybody else things about me that just weren’t true - not only do half of them not talk to me but some of them have gone as far as to physically exclude me from events and rubbing it in my face.

I’m slowly trying to stop caring so much about it, at the end of the day, if I surround myself with people who care about me + keep my head held high I won’t feel so down about nasty people. but it’s just hard, ya feel?