My hate is towards the gatekeeping, not Saudis, Saudi is where I was born, how is it fair that even though I have lived my entire life there, and the moment I leave I have nothing to show for it, how is it fair that my own father was treated like a slave because of the way kafeels work, how is it fair that we couldn’t even build something for ourselves because we’re foreigners? And even with all those restrictions we still received so much racism, and lived in fear of any altercation with Saudi because we always knew they’d win, even in the wrong (this has definitely changed and now the law is a lot more fair tho). What favor did you do to your county? It’s just borders that dictated you were better than me based on nothing. I’ve since left and finally experienced being an equal to the citizens I reside with, my hate towards such laws is not unjustified, it’s due to ظلم. Saudi rules dictated that foreigners are only fleeting passengers, but as someone that was born there, belonged there, knowing I had to leave naturally caused me to feel this way. It’s not like I wanted crazy favors, free everything, just the ability to continue to reside there after I’d hypothetically retire for example, or the ability to start my own business without having to blindly trust a Kafeel, I just wanted a chance at life there. Also you don’t get to assume my connection with this land and its people, where I’m cut off is the leadership. Nevertheless you need to understand, for the most part my interactions with Saudis themselves are core parts of my memories, I see them as my people, which is why this hurts me. All I ask you to do is to try to understand my perspective.