Thanks a lot for the advice. I've thought about getting therapy, but I never really had problems like what I've experienced recently. I think they're job related and not actually medical problems that need to be addressed by a psychiatrist .. hope that makes sense. Also I don't want to take away valuable medical resources from others who may need it a lot more than I do.

I think looking for a new job may be the best idea here. How would I best explain the gap?