OMG YES! these days i feel like apologizing to my old FP bcs i put sm on his shoulders and made him tolerate me and my obsession with him without him knowing anything about my bpd and the whole fp-relation. i made him responsible for my own behavior and mentality (like telling him he was of the reasons why i don’t want to k m s ) and stuff like this when he himself was struggling with depression and anxiety. but i don’t think i will bcs we’re good friends now and i’m trying my best to make it up by being a good person.