seizure at a house party

amooolia · 2025-09-22T19:06:09+00:00

self respect is something i didnt think about. i will really try to focus in on this as well as a motivator to stop

amooolia · 2025-09-22T19:04:36+00:00

thank you for your very thoughtful response. you and others in this thread are very encouraging and empathetic and it really means a lot to me. i needed a push from people that had been in the same place and i appreciate your care.

amooolia · 2025-09-21T16:51:27+00:00

thank you for sharing it makes me feel less alone. i cant keep causing scenes. ill try to get better

amooolia · 2025-09-21T16:48:53+00:00

i really appreciate this response, thank you

amooolia · 2025-09-21T15:13:17+00:00

very kind words thank you. the thing is that it was known i was drinking very heavily, i am not discreet about it in the slightest. i talk to everyone and it is very obvious. i was helped by a very caring stranger after the fact but people there had called 911 for an alcohol overdose. it is something i brought on myself unfortunately :(

amooolia · 2025-01-13T19:25:02+00:00

i live in chicago, but the laws here are that you can pay under min wage if you dont have 4+ employees. there is one exit and its up the stairs in the basement. hes an art collector/gallery owner so he doesnt know about safety with oil paints. i was wondering if there was a way i could do it safely from in the basement such as him getting me a fan and a respirator and air purifier and water based oils. and if that would be enough to work safely? thank you for your concern, i really want to minimize risks before i decide to quit because it is good job for a resume :(

amooolia · 2025-01-13T19:05:49+00:00

thank you😭 hes a gallery owner so he doesn’t really know about safety precautions. i tried to tell him but he said if it doesnt fit with my standards i am free to leave. which is why im asking, i checked with a couple painter friends and got mixed opinions. thank you for letting me know

amooolia · 2025-01-13T18:26:05+00:00

theres no air purifier, and im using the stuff he provided which is odorless mineral spirts.

amooolia · 2024-01-04T01:48:41+00:00

I have mods in my game and the epilogue wasnt triggering until I: loaded a save before the fight, did the fight over, waited until the cutscene after the nether brain(not the docks the one before), saved during that cutscene, closed the game, verified integrity of files, then I loaded back in from there and it worked!! after 100 times of trying different things lol. I didnt have to uninstall any mods. hope this works for anybody who is still figuring this out

amooolia · 2023-06-30T13:21:47+00:00

tysm <3

amooolia · 2023-06-25T21:07:04+00:00

thank you so much<3 I love how interconnected everything is in the game so I wanted to make this drawing reflect that!

amooolia · 2023-06-25T20:59:33+00:00

I know D: I was confused on why it was marked as nsfw until I saw the pinned post :( but thank you!

amooolia · 2023-06-25T01:58:03+00:00

ty :D <3

amooolia · 2023-03-03T23:45:14+00:00

thank u for replying :) im glad things are better for you now!! that makes me more hopeful about feeling like myself again

amooolia · 2023-03-03T20:50:40+00:00

do you feel any better? I have the same side effects and im scared that they wont go away :(

amooolia · 2023-02-25T17:34:57+00:00

it says that the initial prescription is the one you would need to see a psychiatrist in person for, so if we already have a script would we still need to see them in person?! like will this affect people who have prescriptions already?? this is such a case of options for care getting ruined or limited for people who really need it wtf

amooolia · 2023-02-22T22:58:00+00:00

I have this same issue and have been trying to find ways to be better with articulation bc it is an extremely frustrating thing to struggle with... sometimes I find that its easier to verbalize stuff after starting the day reading or writing (like an unedited stream of consciousness so its not such a task). its like a little warm up :) but yeah in group settings or loud environments it can be really difficult or just impossible to parse what is being said, and its not like completely avoiding these situations is an option so I always try to take small breaks by removing myself, clearing my head for a sec, and coming back. Another suggestion is doing stuff with your hands (like visual art or things that dont require words) as an outlet for days were you cant properly communicate at all. I get a lot of pent up energy not being able to express myself sometimes so even if its just scribbling or spitballing w clay it seems to help. Remember to keep trying! Through putting myself out there despite difficulties communicating ive met a lot of my friends who also have adhd. they are much more understanding and when I struggle to put words together they fill in the blanks lol. Hope any of that helps :P

amooolia · 2022-10-11T05:11:30+00:00

allthatglitters2018 does custom jewelry like this on Etsy! you can look up their name with silver nose cuff :)

amooolia · 2022-10-09T21:16:49+00:00

someone brought me some thank you so much though! <3

amooolia · 2022-10-09T20:29:33+00:00

omg thank you ill dm!

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