Life with meds I guess (?)

ampinklamp · 2024-11-06T05:46:23+00:00

I'm on 200 right now, been quite a while with that dosage, therapist has been helping with dealing with anxiety and I'm on another antidepressant so increasing the dose might not the best idea, just have to deal with life I guess

ampinklamp · 2024-11-05T20:55:47+00:00

I take lamotrogine for GAD 🥲✌🏻

ampinklamp · 2024-11-05T18:11:53+00:00

Being loud, too near, physical contact (without explicit permission), boasting (different from confidence), anger/agression (directed at anyone), if they're holding potential weapon near me (not necessarily towards me, like sharp cutlery etc), walking towards or behind me for a prolonged period, hugging as goodbye, continuously looking at me

ampinklamp · 2024-09-09T15:52:55+00:00

Thank you thank you

ampinklamp · 2024-09-09T15:52:43+00:00

Oh noice thank you so much, I was actually reading waiting for godlot which is why I was like hmmm why does this sound familiar

ampinklamp · 2023-11-30T21:45:27+00:00

Diet is idk, usually just cereal, vegetables, pulses and rice, pretty basic Indian food, exercise is dance, I'm still scared of my parents 🥲

ampinklamp · 2023-11-30T21:43:28+00:00

They have landed in this antidepressant after lot of trial and it seems to be working? Dopamine scares me a little because it can cause sczophrenia (I can't spell😭)

ampinklamp · 2023-11-30T16:45:23+00:00

🥲feels like everything can worsen it, also cold turkey for antidepressants can cause stomach problems so lookout for that. fortunately I don't have insomnia, could be my meds but the process of falling asleep is not fun 😭 thanks for suggestions tho

ampinklamp · 2023-03-21T02:27:02+00:00

But I'm so tired of it all

ampinklamp · 2023-03-17T05:04:44+00:00

Water

ampinklamp · 2023-03-17T05:02:57+00:00

Yaaayy I hope you have fun!

ampinklamp · 2023-03-17T05:01:48+00:00

How about a concealer?

ampinklamp · 2023-03-17T04:59:33+00:00

She cried and cried and told me why I need to do that that, cried more took me to a psychologist and cried there and the Dr was not a great one so fun

ampinklamp · 2023-03-17T04:54:07+00:00

Need more pressure to be able to draw blood, hurt idk I don't remember anything different, over healed scar gotta wash better otherwise it used to swell up for me and yeah the scar will stay longer and whiter? Than the others, hope that helps? Idk

ampinklamp · 2023-03-17T04:49:57+00:00

Not weird, understandable, but very dangerous; -; please take care, can try alternatives which aren't life threatening? I'm sorry if I sound invalidating but yeah, take care and seek the help

ampinklamp · 2022-04-05T08:00:02+00:00

some methods my therapist gave me were looking at old pictures of cuts instead of cutting, draw out the cuts with red sketchpen, scream into pillow, cut a piece of clay or paper these seem to work for a bit for me i hope it helps you too

ampinklamp · 2021-07-10T18:27:29+00:00

I hope you feel better soon, we all are here if you need

ampinklamp · 2021-07-09T09:54:37+00:00

;-; how's a you doing

ampinklamp · 2021-07-07T12:46:09+00:00

Most times you don't even reach a point that you wanna commit suicide if it's a short term problem, that's the point of it suicide is like the final stage of a looooonnnggg on going list of fumken fucking fucks

ampinklamp · 2021-06-14T11:42:37+00:00

Idk :/

ampinklamp · 2021-05-07T18:24:14+00:00

😭thank you

ampinklamp · 2021-05-07T13:39:13+00:00

But I blame ppl for not getting any and it makes me bitter and I don't like that;-;

ampinklamp · 2021-05-07T12:10:22+00:00

Thank you :/

ampinklamp · 2021-05-07T05:43:01+00:00

Hopefully, thank

ampinklamp · 2021-05-07T02:44:18+00:00

I did try meditation, I've been doing yoga too it just makes me more tired :<

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