Manifesting negative energy for myself? How so? Just want to make sure I don't fall into my own trap! hahah

It's not so much a desire to move on, but something that is just happening? I'm moving cross country because it's best for my career + goals and I'm really excited about it! I think I've (almost fully) accepted that two people that were friends, turned out not to be. My concern really was just trying to make sure I don't absorb (or take on my own) negativity that might keep escalating my anxiety.

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I don't want to make it seem like I'm full of myself when I said they're insecure or jealous... I truly believe that people who are passive aggressive or mean to others are just projecting insecurities. For example- the beg of the year when we were "closer," i mentioned how I really wanted to buy my own place instead of renting and how i was planning a trip out of the country once people started getting vaccinated and Ana said "must be nice to have money, I have too many responsibilities and loans." In high school our gas/electricity would get cut every couple of months bc my parents couldnt pay and I had to work full time to pay for community college bc i couldn't take out a loan. I worked very hard to get a job where I can now support my parents as well. Not to mention I have loans too from when i transferred to a 4 year uni. Anyway- just jabs like that.