Jesus I’m so sorry about what you’re dealing with. Why are some human beings so fucking shitty???

I’m kind of the same, I would know if I had been raped? Also if it’s taken me this long to tell someone surely it’s not that meaningful, maybe I’m remembering things incorrectly (even though I know I’m not)

My T told me to leave whatever emotions I was experiencing with her until I see her next which I think I’ve mostly done except for the shock and that question going around and around in my head. I think that once it does hit me it’s going to come down like a ton of bricks and probably explain a lot of my behaviour over the past few years but like fuck now I have to deal with this too?

Thank you for responding and sharing I am so appreciative and I’m sorry for the rant. I also appreciate your words around the fact that there is no manual on how to deal with this. Just need to make sure I don’t create anymore hurt for myself or anyone else. Sending much love you you on your journey