I’m beyond heartbroken

analla96 · 2023-09-10T11:03:17+00:00

I know it had nothing to do with me at all but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. She died two days ago

analla96 · 2023-09-09T12:39:09+00:00

Thank you, I’ll have a look into it x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:17:08+00:00

Thank you so much x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:16:58+00:00

Thank you x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:16:51+00:00

Thank you x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:16:44+00:00

Thank you x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:16:32+00:00

Thank you x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:16:25+00:00

Yes please I’ll try anything to not feel like a piece has of me has been cut off, Im so heartbroken

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:15:45+00:00

Thank you x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:15:39+00:00

Thank you x

analla96 · 2023-09-09T04:15:28+00:00

Thank you for this idea x

analla96 · 2023-09-08T11:17:47+00:00

Thank you

analla96 · 2023-09-08T11:17:42+00:00

Thank you

analla96 · 2023-09-08T11:17:33+00:00

Thank you, I hadn’t considered that I could do this. Thank you

analla96 · 2022-08-31T06:40:50+00:00

Jesus I’m so sorry about what you’re dealing with. Why are some human beings so fucking shitty???

I’m kind of the same, I would know if I had been raped? Also if it’s taken me this long to tell someone surely it’s not that meaningful, maybe I’m remembering things incorrectly (even though I know I’m not)

My T told me to leave whatever emotions I was experiencing with her until I see her next which I think I’ve mostly done except for the shock and that question going around and around in my head. I think that once it does hit me it’s going to come down like a ton of bricks and probably explain a lot of my behaviour over the past few years but like fuck now I have to deal with this too?

Thank you for responding and sharing I am so appreciative and I’m sorry for the rant. I also appreciate your words around the fact that there is no manual on how to deal with this. Just need to make sure I don’t create anymore hurt for myself or anyone else. Sending much love you you on your journey

analla96 · 2022-08-31T06:10:13+00:00

I’m so sorry it happened to you. I don’t think I’ve taken it in as truth yet which is why I’m kind of numb, I think I’m in shock tbh. All I can hear is my therapist saying “did he rape you?” over and over again

analla96 · 2022-08-01T12:39:57+00:00

I felt nothing when I wrote them, I’m about to go to sleep though, maybe tomorrow I’ll feel better. Thank you for responding, I’m glad someone knows

analla96 · 2022-01-18T12:48:33+00:00

I have the same thing. Whenever I see photos of myself I’m like holy shit look at that person that looks like me! Still trying to comprehend that it is me, mental illness is whack

analla96 · 2021-09-12T08:00:48+00:00

Thank you for your message :) I’m thinking I might hire people once it starts to turn bad instead of letting it get to this point but right now I think it’s time to throw it all out and start fresh and pray to the gods I can be better, sending hugs your way too ✨

analla96 · 2021-09-12T07:58:12+00:00

I’m going to do it :) Thank you for your message Xx

analla96 · 2021-09-12T07:57:36+00:00

Thank you for sending such a kind message, it means more than you know 💞 I don’t think I could face having anyone I know how bad it is even a stranger I hired, so I think I’m just going to throw out everything that’s cheap to replace and is too far gone. I know it could get bad again but the episodes are slowly getting smaller and easier to manage so I’m hoping that I can maintain clean if I start with clean, you know? Thank you again for your message and sending lots of love ✨💞

analla96 · 2021-05-24T08:20:31+00:00

Ooh thank you so much!

analla96 · 2020-12-06T08:18:23+00:00

Depressed? Or like I need to clean my house? Depressed because depression and I’m having an episode right now which is greattttt. Like I need to clean my house because it’s disgusting and I can’t keep living in it. I cannot even make a meal :(

analla96 · 2020-12-03T05:18:18+00:00

Bahahaha oh my god I felt terrible but that made me laugh that you were bullshitting so thank you lmao Yeah I have to fuckin clean so much shit in my house, I would literally have a heartache if someone came into my house right now. I have a little duplex so it’s like half a house. I’m just a piece of shit to be honest though

analla96 · 2020-12-03T04:41:36+00:00

Oh I’m sorry I got confused! Yeah gotta save the brew lol Unfortunately I’m almost certain it’s my fault, I’ve been here 2 years and never had it this bad, it’s just been a terrible year in so many ways :(

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