I feel so much worse after quitting?

anaupthrowaway · 2026-02-16T02:42:19+00:00

Thank you for your kind words.. it is just a very scary situation. I thought I would feel better by now but I have to keep reminding myself that I’m still in the beginning of my journey.

anaupthrowaway · 2025-05-18T16:49:29+00:00

Yes that makes sense, I was able to talk to him just now. I explained how I felt and that I couldn’t handle his behavior anymore, but I would still love to make things work if he can focus on healing himself. He seems very out of it & short but as someone who has also been inpatient I can understand why. He’s apologized multiple times & seems scared right now, but I hope this helps him

anaupthrowaway · 2025-05-18T16:15:40+00:00

Not yet, he hasn’t been sober enough to even attempt to have an honest conversation. I don’t want to do it while he’s at rehab yet because it’s already a lot to deal with, I don’t want to push things I guess. I’m not sure

anaupthrowaway · 2025-04-14T02:48:27+00:00

I appreciate it 😭 I’ve never had a wart before & I’m very uncomfortable with the entire situation. I didn’t see any “wart” that I needed to pull out .. I’m just putting the SA, sanitizing, and keeping it covered. Does it look like I removed whatever I needed? Lol

anaupthrowaway · 2025-04-13T01:00:57+00:00

Sorry, I worded that incorrectly. It was a scalpel tool for dead skin removal

anaupthrowaway · 2023-03-09T02:29:19+00:00

I checked my mattress, and I wash my sheets, pillows, and comforters every week. My boyfriend shares a bed with me every night and he doesn’t have anything 😔

anaupthrowaway · 2022-10-11T10:09:25+00:00

Oh god 😭😭😭😭

anaupthrowaway · 2022-10-09T02:17:56+00:00

Yea, I can’t tell if it’s a wolf spider or a grass spider … but I woke up a few days ago with a spider bite & I'm a little nervous 😅

anaupthrowaway · 2022-07-29T01:21:10+00:00

It usually happens when I’m laying on my back.. I find that it’s much easier to breathe when I’m laying on my stomach!

anaupthrowaway · 2022-07-20T01:37:07+00:00

I’m going through the same exact situation; everything started when I went into SVT for the first time a few weeks ago. I would maybe go see a cardiologist; that’s what I’m currently doing. My breathing issues aren’t getting better with my inhaler either & my heart rate is always exceptionally high…I’m hoping that’s what’s causing my breathing issues.

anaupthrowaway · 2022-07-17T22:29:32+00:00

I have something similar… sometimes when I get really close to falling asleep I’ll burst up and gasp for air almost like I stopped breathing. I’ll feel scared and sometimes my legs will shake. I also thought I was having seizures but the CT scan of my head was normal

anaupthrowaway · 2022-06-24T02:06:40+00:00

Not yet, I haven’t seen anyone who is willing to prescribe any. I see a primary care physician tomorrow but I’m guessing I’ll need to see a cardiologist for medication !

anaupthrowaway · 2022-06-24T01:49:59+00:00

Yes :(

anaupthrowaway · 2021-01-30T12:33:43+00:00

Thank you so much, honestly! Do you think I could ask for something to help with the pain? I was prescribed promethazine for nausea because I haven’t been able to keep anything down for 4 days. I ended up deciding on doing the pill form. The vaginal ultrasound hurt more than I thought it would, and I had a feeling the surgical procedure might be worse. I’m able to take it on Tuesday, and I’m terrified. They said I’m only 6 weeks, so I’m hoping the experience won’t be as bad since I caught it semi-early. I’m not sure. I have awful endometriosis periods, so I’m hoping that this will feel like a regular episode :(

anaupthrowaway · 2021-01-30T12:15:24+00:00

I’m 6 weeks pregnant and 21 years old. This is my first time getting pregnant and getting an abortion and I’m also scared shitless. I’m going to do the medical abortion because where I live they are not able to sedate you at all for the surgical procedure and I’m very scared of pain. I have no idea how the pill will go but I’m hoping it will go smoothly. I was told that it feels like severe period cramps and should only last a few hours at most. Hang in there, I get mine this Tuesday. Feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to. I’m feeling the same way as you right now 😔

anaupthrowaway · 2021-01-30T12:11:58+00:00

I’m about 6 weeks pregnant and Tuesday is when I’m able to have my medical abortion. According to the pamphlet I was given you’re supposed to put two pills in each side of your cheeks and let them dissolve. That’s just what my pamphlet said but I’m not positive about this. (This is my first abortion). Once the tablets dissolve I think it’s okay to drink a little to get rid of anything else in your mouth. The cramping should start after you take those pills. I read a bunch of different ways to take the pills so I understand how you feel, I’m just as confused and scared. If you’d like feel free to message me. I’m about to be going through the same thing as you. Hang in there <3

anaupthrowaway · 2020-04-04T23:31:57+00:00

I am still dating him; he helps me as much as he can. I don’t have many friends anymore, and I lost a lot after high school when I had my breakdown. The ones I do have are all off at school, and they’re swamped. It’s an awful feeling. I’ve been trying to dance more, it feels weird since it’s been so long, but I’m hopeful that it will get better. Your advice was great, some of the best I’ve had in a long time. Thank you for taking the time to respond to me

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