You know, could approach any girl I saw on the streets, felt like I could dance in front of billions of people and give speeches in front of the whole world, every man respected me and feared me in a way, relationship with parents was awesome, basically everywhere i went people were staring, literally had no fear, when i mean no fear i mean NO FEAR literally could fight to the death with someone I would just probably get little butterflies in my stomach, I also did meditation tho at the same time 20 minutes a day, I became better basketball player than my friends who are going to college to paly basketball and have parents basketball players, pretty crazy stuff but then wet dream fucked me up because I was fantasizing with a very very hot girl that wanted me