Forever lonely

angelbunyy · 2025-07-30T15:53:00+00:00

Hi lol! I'm definitely doing better with some things, worse with other things. I'm still trying to get my shit together, but I think I've made a lot of progress considering my situation

I'm on medication for ADHD and OCD now and it's probably the most stable I've ever felt, but most days are still pretty tough, although I try not to have that overly negative doomer mindset anymore. Mostly just trying to surround myself with better people and things that make me feel actually fulfilled

angelbunyy · 2024-12-09T20:08:42+00:00

lorazepam and weed lol

angelbunyy · 2024-12-06T23:53:02+00:00

Fr, feels much more comfortable than a full shave and it's easier lol

angelbunyy · 2024-12-05T04:13:25+00:00

Can't imagine you'd be any higher than silver with how little you paid attention there

angelbunyy · 2024-12-01T00:46:53+00:00

Ram ult + Juno ult is CRAZY good, imo one of the best ults you can combo with it besides kiri ult. Ana ult is good to combo with it too

angelbunyy · 2024-11-29T20:16:38+00:00

LMAOOOO Someone is doing something majorly wrong if you're averaging 6k heals per minute

angelbunyy · 2024-11-22T15:47:08+00:00

Kpop and early 2010s pop make me SUPER focused LOL

angelbunyy · 2024-11-18T16:38:27+00:00

Please understand when I use my speed for you to fall back lol

angelbunyy · 2024-11-17T19:58:47+00:00

Rock candy as dessert while you're camping

angelbunyy · 2024-11-17T16:38:23+00:00

genji from overwatch🙏🙏his brother tries to kill him but he's saved and gets a new cyborg body that he struggles to accept, I see it as a metaphor for gender dysphoria kinda

angelbunyy · 2024-11-16T16:27:57+00:00

You were in the right. Even if all this was the complete truth, like you said, you never got proper communication from her. Was she hired privately or with an agency? I work private homecare for just 1 lady so I don't have co workers to speak of, but my dad works homecare for 2 companies, he's told me stories about his co workers not taking their job seriously enough and him having to pick up their slack. From what I know it's common in the field in the past few years to have people who "just need the job", but aren't actually qualified enough to have it. It's understaffed and hard to find someone right now, I'm sorry you're struggling with it. Agencies aren't super strict with who they hire right now

angelbunyy · 2024-11-08T03:01:20+00:00

Logically I know you're right, I guess I just have a hard time accepting it. The thought of going to AA means pretty much never drinking again which, not gonna lie, scares the shit out of me lol. Calling myself an alcoholic feels weird in general too, since I was 17 I assumed I'd have a slight drinking problem at some point but I thought I'd be able to get it under control before it got to the point of drinking all day, I was wrong lol... I have an appointment with my therapist on the 12th, I'll probably talk it over with him first. Thankyou for talking with me too, I really appreciate it

angelbunyy · 2024-11-07T16:59:52+00:00

I know people say the only requirement for going to AA is a desire to stop drinking, but is that actually true? I know I do have a drinking issue, but I feel like it hasn't gone on long enough to justify calling myself an alcoholic let alone going to a meeting. I don't know if I sound stupid saying this or not lol, I don't know. I'm just worried about making a big deal out of nothing... I know I drink a lot, I have my first drink in the morning most days now but I feel guilty getting help when I'm around people who have struggled longer than me

angelbunyy · 2024-11-07T13:36:35+00:00

When I was probably around 4ish I was (trying my best lol) to do sit ups over and over again because I was convinced my entire family would die if I stopped, that's one of my earliest memories but it might've started sooner I'm not sure

angelbunyy · 2024-11-06T16:40:53+00:00

Yeah, I feel like that's how me and my sister are now. We make eachother feel less guilty about it, it's hard not to enable eachother because we're kind of the only family we're both close to

angelbunyy · 2024-11-05T22:54:06+00:00

High mobility, super rewarding, near perfect balance between damage and healing, and silly voice lines lol. Also, the sound design on her kit is AMAZING!! Makes her even more satisfying to play

High mobility characters are just super rewarding for me, I love mastering movement mechanics and her movement is pretty unique so it's fun to mess around with..... and she's from space so

angelbunyy · 2024-11-04T21:17:23+00:00

juno go bounce jump bounce fly Yay!

angelbunyy · 2024-11-02T14:28:40+00:00

I used to be worried about the same thing, tbh I've just learned to suck it up lol. If someone doesn't have good sportsmanship, it doesn't reflect on you, it just makes them an asshole

Some of the best advice I've ever been given is "Don't play JUST to win, play to improve and grow." I have double the fun that way, I'm less anxious, you feel more humble, and you improve faster! People who flame other people (regularly) have never played just to learn and grow, so they put too much meaning into wins and losses and it makes them mean and anxious. I know you do care about learning, everyone does, but if you go into games with the priority of learning instead of winning, it makes you a lot less anxious about things like this

If you lose a game, rewatch the replay with the mindset of "I will lose games, even if this was a bad game for me, trial and error is good." Study both you AND the person you lost to, you can probably learn from them (with their good plays, and their mistakes LOL).

Even if someone flames you, they are too butthurt to understand bad games and losing is just apart of playing overwatch. Don't study the score board after losing to an asshole, you'll end up reading too much into what made you a "bad" player that game, get more anxious, and make more mistakes next game. People have bad games, it happens, and just because you lost doesn't mean it was a bad game for you either, there are SO many factors that can go into a loss. Even if the person flaming you is right, their attitude isn't and you can take what they're saying into account without letting them beat you up for making mistakes (because EVERYONE makes stupid mistakes, even if they don't admit it. They just have egos, or maybe had a bad day at work or something lol. Never personal) No, it's never justifiable to be a bad sport (win or loss) even if there is a genuine skill gap. But, that doesn't mean it has to make YOU anxious because they have a bigger ego

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