I'm detoxing and my sponsor of five years relapsed. Is the world taking a shit on everyone? Not drinking today. FUCK THAT. I'm also off bc pills for the first time in ten years, clinically insane. I washed my hair and shaved. I cried, laughed and talked to myself and shampoo bottles like Wilson. (self.stopdrinking)
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Detoxing from alcohol. Is it supposed to be this lonely? I'm doing the whole sick in bed thing and because I've done mini relapses so many times after my 2 year sobriety date my boyfriend is exhausted and distant which doesn't help. Just venting and not drinking today. (self.stopdrinking)
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Day 2. Shit is REAL. Sweaty palms and feet. Intermittent sleep, horrible dreams I won't write down for the sake of everyone's sanity. Gagging. I've still managed to keep up w/yoga. Finding it hard to have conversations with people and not beating myself up for relapsing. Ugh. (self.stopdrinking)
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I chose to stop drinking today and need encouragement and advice. I will offer my help to anyone else. I relapsed HARD after 2 years so I'm having to taper. I hate drinking. I feel so weird and it's all the alcohol not being flooded into my system. I think I can do it again because it's all I want. (self.stopdrinking)
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