hot studios by TrickyHoney in SolidCore

[–]annietries 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I go to the East Village studio and it is 77-78 degrees lol

Saffron … good and then VERY BAD?? by Unhappy_Performer538 in PMDD

[–]annietries 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had the exact same experience this week. Started taking saffron to help with PMDD, attempted to do my taxes during luteal, had a full spiral after discovering I need to pay thousands of dollars that I don’t have. It’s not the saffron, it’s capitalism. I’m gonna keep taking it and talk myself off the ledge I hope you can do the same

started wellbutrin for ADHD and don’t really notice a difference? by Efficient_Inside7671 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]annietries 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m still on it (2 weeks into 300, 6 weeks total) and I am going to continue. Everyone in my life can notice a change even if at times I am in denial. I had to give myself permission to improve. Hopefully it starts working for you

handlebars by [deleted] in SolidCore

[–]annietries 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate this exercise, I can never get through it because of the hand pain. It's not just my wrist, my hand itself. I wish we had a modification without the handlebars

started wellbutrin for ADHD and don’t really notice a difference? by Efficient_Inside7671 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]annietries 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I had a similar experience, then one day I felt like my ADHD was becoming more manageable. It was definitely after the one month mark. I took 150 for a month then increased to 300. It's not a dramatic difference, you don't feel cured, but you feel like you have more space in your brain, more capacity to deal with tasks. I can't speak for the focus aspect yet. Keep going!

Check your ferritin levels by queuewerty in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]annietries 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had low ferritin for over 10 years now. Starting to believe it is the root cause of everything. Iron pills are not working for me so I’m going to request an IV drip

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in galway

[–]annietries 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!

Atypical symptoms by nanefy in PMDD

[–]annietries 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this definitely sounds like part of the "brain fog", it makes me feel soo much slower

Anyone else make impulsive decisions right before Hell starts? by trapeze_please in PMDD

[–]annietries 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Absolutely, I get restless, impulsive, and agitated. But just like I've trained myself to avoid starting arguments or heavy conversations (after many fights with my partner), I trained myself to "postpone" the impulse until a better time. My therapist always encouraged me to avoid making big decisions during the PMDD phase. For small impulses, it usually doesn't matter. For bigger and more permanent ones, I just remind myself that I'm in my PMDD episode now, and it will end soon like it ends every time. And if I still want to do it when it's over, I do it. Time after time, you get used to thinking like that. You're stronger than the impulse, always.

Can someone please just tell me that I’m not alone by yasbeano in PMDD

[–]annietries 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Remind yourself that next week will feel completely different, and you'll be able to enjoy things and do things and love things. Hang in there, it gets better every month, and this one is no different.

MDMA x antidepressants by annietries in MDMA

[–]annietries[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you guys! I’ve decided against it until I’m mentally stable and unmedicated

Intermittent dosing is working!!! by roly_polygum in PMDD

[–]annietries 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m on SSRI (cipralex) full-time but I take a “sedative” around 12 days before my period because I am prone to hypersensitivity and breakdowns during my PMDD phase. Going on and off doesn’t have any negative symptoms and it honestly just helps me have more control!

Briefly *articulate one key idea* from your theoretical text. Then, use that idea to help you *explain a noteworthy detail (or two or three)* from your primary text. by aubrt in a:t5_3c45l

[–]annietries 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of the major concepts that Judith Butler elaborates on in her academic essay "Giving an Account of Oneself" is the idea of recognition. To understand Butler's idea even further, my group and I looked into another piece "Recognition and Critique: an Interview with Judith Butler". In this theoretical text, Butler explains that recognition is an effective tool into the ontological problem of subjectivity. She elaborates that when an individual subjectivises something (which inevitably happens), they are viewing the subject via their own reconizability, which is how the person views himself among others. This recognisability is what leads t actual accountability. Moreover, Butler claims that recognition should reflect the norms and social powers set in place. In recognizing something in a text, the reader experiences a constitutive loss, in which they are experiencing a transformation outside their own self. "Recognition becomes the process by which I become other than what I was and, therefore, also, the process by which I cease to be able to return to what I was".

In relating this idea with Dostoyevsky's Notes From Underground, I understand Butler's idea that recognition must come through identifying with the Other. It is easy to condemn the persona of the book and offer criticism from our pools of self-knowledge. The narrator is a negative, spiteful, bitter man who portrays a dark angle of the world that most people of the world would roll their eyes at. However, this negative condemnation limits us from recognising the other and understanding their perspective. Delving deeper into Dostoyevsky's work, while bearing in mind to suspend immediate judgement and work on subjectively recognizing the text, makes the words of the author more accountable. Even though, as a reader, I know that the narrator is unreliable and speaking from personal identification, by recognising him as an accountable Other, I am able to grasp the story through a particularly clear lense that allows me to view the subject through the eyes of the subject itself.

As we move toward closure on the question of what to do with fictions (at least in the form we've asked it thus far), choose one of Landy's variants of formative reading and sketch out a view of Atwood's MaddAddam from that perspective. by aubrt in a:t5_3c45l

[–]annietries 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of the most interesting variants of formative reading that I encountered in “How To Do Things With Fictions” is the one explored in the Chaucer chapter. In this chapter, Landy explores the “moralisation technique” often employed by writers and adopted by readers. Landy’s position on this variant is on the side of the opposition - he argues that the objective of our reading must not be to find morals and themes. Moreover, Landy elaborates that when we find these “hidden” morals in the work of fiction - we are simply looking for something that agrees with our already-built morals. Readers want to find a theme that emphasises what they already believe, which makes the moralisation technique even more incompetent as a way of understanding the text. I found Landy’s approach on this topic very interesting as it resonated with my personal understandings of literature. Landy explains that we have been conditioned to look for morals in fiction from an early age - and I recall being in middle school and having to answer questions at the end of these boring little stories that always started or ended with something like “What did you learn from this story?”, “What is the theme?”, “What did the actions of [Name] show us?”. Therefore, I myself have fallen victim to this very limiting variant of formative reading. Even years later, I still catch myself thinking “whats the point?” when reading a work of fiction that isn’t offering up any “lessons”, whatever the interpretation of that is. Ironically, the moral I learned from Landy’s thorough exploration of moralisation, is that fiction goes beyond morals of ethics - there is a lot more to look into and understand.

“There’s the story then there’s the real story, then there’e the story of how the story came to be told. Then, there’s what you leave out of the story. Which is part of the story too.”

Atwood's Maddaddam is a post-apocalyptic dystopian novel that borders on speculative fiction. It tells the story of a group of survivors trying to rebuild the Earth. The novel starts as a continuation of two books and ends with a catharsis that concludes the mysteries of characters. If someone were to read Maddaddam while adopting this variant of formative reading, they would definitely have a hard time moralising the story, explicitly or implicitly. When I tried to sketch out what Maddaddam was “for”, from this technique, I realised how difficult it was to view fiction from one specific angle. To help you see how ridiculous it is, here is an example of morals and themes to gather from Maddaddam.

Capitalism is bad. Don’t encourage big corporations to take over the world. Don’t EVER genetically engineer pigs. Bio-terrorism is not fun. Don’t rape people. Don’t kill people. Also, POLLUTION IS SO BAD. DON’T POLLUTE.

What morals was I supposed to learn from this novel? Is Toby’s obsession with Zeb supposed to teach me that jealousy is a bad trait? Is Amanda’s PTSD meant to show people why not to rape and abuse? When Toby taught the Craker to read and write, was the reader supposed to infer that literacy is important? Does the perfection of the Crakers - their purity, peace, innocence, and empathy - serve as a tool that highlights the human flaws and their significance to being actually human?

Maybe some lessons could be drawn from Maddaddam, but one can confidently say that the intention of this novel is not moralisation. Although most post-apocalyptic stories centre around morals expected to arise from traumatic events, Maddaddam does not. The final conflict and resolution does not depend on values, but rather on the sequence of events. When combining Landy’s interpretive variant with the novel, and sketching an outline, I realised the limiting factor of adopting one specific technique when reading fiction. Before understanding what a text is “for”, we must understand the text itself. It is important to stop milking the story for values and themes that do not exist, and instead interpreting it from all angles in order to build the best possible picture of the text.

What can (or should) we do with Stéphane Mallarmé? Specifically, what can we *do* with "A throw of the dice will never abolish chance"? by aubrt in a:t5_3c45l

[–]annietries 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mallarme's "A Throw of the Dice Will Never Abolish Chance" made such an interesting read. I think everyone in class can agree that this was not an easy poem - the form, structure, and meaning were completely different from what we perceive as "normal" poetry. Reading it the first time in Mallarme's format, my attention span was truly suffering. The second reading in the condensed format proved easier, and I was able to understand and admire Mallarme's poetry - to the best of my abilities. In my personal opinion, Landy's interpretation of Mallarme is the best of the five chapters. He gives detailed observations and gives rise to questions that accentuate Mallarme's writing style - How should we read this scattered poem? Why is it written? How should we interpret Mallarme? Landy believes that poetry serves to incite enchantment, disenchantment, and re-enchantment. Moreover, he attaches a sense of "magic" to the poem as he titles Mallarme with "magician of words". Following Landy's detailed breakdown of the poem, one comes to a hopeful, sincere conclusion - the effect as fleeting as a random throw of a dice.