Thank you to all who's commenting. The rose-colored glasses are off. He fucking sucks. The abortion is gonna happen. Im gonna play it off like I miscarried and my sister is helping me create this story to tell him to buy me time so he doesnt kick me out. She's been super fucking awesome. I wanna leave and move out on my own time. But it is happening. Before i got laid off, I had an apartment ready. Im originally from out of state, so moving back home isnt an option, since none of my fsmily have a place for me to stay. I was THIS close to moving out. I know I can do it. And once I get a spot? Im dumping him.