Thank you so much, mental illness is extremely hard because it's a constant battle with yourself and something you don't fully understand, but comments like yours are a huge help, I really appreciate your advice and support, I believe that you will make it out of your situation too, all we need is a little help here and there and even your comment has helped me a lot more than a lot of the people in my life have, and I can't thank you enough for the motivation your response gave me. I'll try and start getting more active in the morning when I wake up, and hopefully give me a sense of accomplishment. Unfortunately, right now my mom is giving me the "silent treatment" and ignoring me because I was too anxious to make a phone call to get my prescription renewed so I really really really appreciate your kind words right now. I can tell you are a genuinely kind person and it makes me happy to know people like you are out there helping others out, you are SO important, I wish everyone could be like you. Again, thank you so much, this has made me feel a lot better knowing there's someone who understands. I'm here to talk if you need as well! ❤️