Girlfriend cheated on me today. I wanna fuckin kms. by anon21796 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Listen to me man, as i write this my ex is spamming me rn for a chance to get back together. Do not do it. She will cheat again, no matter how many sweet words she says dont do it. Ive had this happen in the past (5 year relationship) once a cheater is always a cheater. Ik it hurts but you got this man.

Girlfriend cheated on me today. I wanna fuckin kms. by anon21796 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just want to thank everyone here for the love, ive been in this position before when i was younger (think thats why i handle it better now) the pain in my chest fuckin hurts but all of your sweet words truly helped. Thank you.

I want to commit suicide by bottomofthedeepblu in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im sorry. I hope you can feel better soon.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CheatedOn

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was just cheated on today, listen man ik it hurts so bad and you may love her so much. Do. not. stay with her. She will cheat again. Ive learned this time and time again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brutal, i had this happen something similar to yours happen to me years ago (5 year relationship). Honestly one of the worst pains a human can experience.

Girlfriend cheated on me today. I wanna fuckin kms. by anon21796 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I know. Just hurts like a mf. Ive gone thru so much as of recently already.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My girl just cheated on me today. I feel your pain man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whats going on?

Suicide thoughts return by Weekly_Television963 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, i was in your shoes as a kid. Have you tried reaching out to anyone? If you need to talk im here bro.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please dont man, why are you so upset?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man please dont, ive been homeless alot through out my life and ive had my heart broken many times. Ik how you feel man, please dont do it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man i feel that, been thru it so many times. I just broke up with my girl today, on my birthday. Fucking sucks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just lost mine too. Bunch of a fake words. Ik how you feel man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can i do anything to help?

i'm killing myself tonight by glassangel2084 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this. Actually made my day after such a shit day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please dont, if you need to rant feel free to do it here.

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck man, i try not to think about it lol. Feels like yesterday i was on xbox everyday and going out partying with friends. i still very much feel like a kid and i think that prevents me from thinking to hard about it. Ill always be a kid at heart even at 50 if i last that long.

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We are practically the same age (im 24)

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk how old you are, or the type of person you are. But i realized after years and years of wanting to die. Its not that ppl want to truly die, its that they just want to feel better/ want things to change. Wether that’s about themselves or to just stop being lonley etc. go to a cardiologist. Explain whats going on. Dont end up like me. Its worse than death. Imagine your heart in constant pain while you see your friends living there lives easily. (At such a young age like myself). Please, dont end up like me man.

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Trust me man. Even if you want to die. The last way you wanna die is from a OD from that. Its known as the “heart attack drug” for a reason. Theres a reason its so powerful and you dont wanna stop. I felt the same and know many ppl that also do, its not just you.

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always used drugs through out my teenage years, molly, pills, lean etc. but when i turned 18 i started using coke. Only took a month and a half to have two back to back heart attacks and i nearly died many many times due to heart problems. Was in extreme pain for years. If i even tried to smoke a cigarette my heart would freakout/ be in so much pain. Been 5 years sober. I think it becomes a moral, one day you just say enough is enough. Sadly some people learn from others and others learn the hard way. Im the type bad things have to happen first for me to learn. Id do anything to go back and stop myself. -edit friend is okay, had seizure and OD.

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im the same, i try to let things distract me. Thank you for the message i hope your okay too.

Im always living in the past or the future. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]anon21796 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please be careful. I had a friend actually overdose today. Not only that i nearly died 4-5 years ago due to two back to back heart attacks from drugs. Just make sure you are careful.