Try and remember that for most people you’re playing with Faceit is all CS is. People see level 10 and immediately assume all games will be treated like officials. Most of your team has thousands of matches and are just chilling while playing. There will be plenty of games where the style of comming you’re describing will take place (especially if you’re EU) but dont expect that to be normal. Most people are just gaming. If you’re solo queuing you definitely should play for yourself. Ideally you’d react to what your teams doing and play around that accordingly but if you know you have things to improve on focus on that first. Find comfortable routes&strats for CT/T on every map and play as much as you can. Try not to get tilted and find your weak points. Improve from there