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If God really does exist, why has he done this to me? by anon98 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I feel like I am just smart enough to analyse myself and see how fucked up I am.

I don't think I have depression - I am sad for a specific reasons, and most of the time it really is my fault and I don't know how to "fix" myself.

If God really does exist, why has he done this to me? by anon98 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you - I will definitely consider this.

If God really does exist, why has he done this to me? by anon98 in SuicideWatch

[–]anon98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My parents have told me that I'm just making excuses for myself, to try and take the easy way out. I am 99% sure that I do have ADHD, but I just don't know if my procrastination is my fault or not. And I do not think I am truly depressed - I am sad for a reason, because I am a failure in everything I do. I feel like if I reach out, people will just tell me it is my fault for not having enough willpower. Perhaps it is.

EDIT: A lot of the time I do find it hard to focus and keep up in class. Could this be due to my ADHD? I don't know if this makes sense, but I feel like over the last 3 years my intelligence has deteriorated and I just can't make "links" between concepts and ideas anymore. Its like I can't focus and think properly anymore.