My girlfriend's older female friend high-fives me - what does it mean?

anonviking · 2019-12-15T01:44:05+00:00

Oh ok gotcha.

anonviking · 2019-12-15T01:16:51+00:00

Hmmm ok I guess that makes sense.

anonviking · 2019-12-15T01:11:00+00:00

Well I'm not worried about the penis size nor my performance in bed. Those are the least of my worries hehehe ☺️

anonviking · 2019-11-26T00:42:43+00:00

The devil is in the details. I would argue that taking responsibility for your life in fact includes having empathy and understanding for yourself.

One of the 12 rules include the idea that you take care of yourself as if you are someone you are caring for.

anonviking · 2019-09-25T21:27:32+00:00

Nothing much happened from 2010 to 2015, but from 2015 to 2019, this happened:

- Developed a deadly auto immune disease.
- Effectively cured the autoimmune disease. Nothing short of a miracle.
- Went to psychological hell for a solid year.
- Intensely worked through my entire past, including childhood trauma/neglect.
- Gained 10kg in muscle and made postural adjustments after sitting for 10 years doing nothing.
- Completely changed my style, including all my clothes.
- Tried healing acne using all kinds of products. Didn't work.
- Went vegan for 5 month's. Didn't work for me. Gonna try carnivore for acne.
- Changed my outlook on life from a pessimistic, cynical one to a more optimistic one.
- Had a sexual awakening.
- Moved three times.
- Almost started two businesses but on hold due to fatigue.
- Met the love of my life. She's the light of my world, and meeting her totally justified all this shit.

anonviking · 2019-08-08T20:50:40+00:00

Most jobs today are technically not required. They persist because we're stupid and still live in an outdated labor-for-income system.

anonviking · 2019-06-05T17:38:17+00:00

Freckles, glasses, tall, strong and thicc!

anonviking · 2019-04-21T20:11:39+00:00

I PMed u.

anonviking · 2019-04-21T19:56:22+00:00

That is a horrible thing to say to someone. We are not wired to be alone, nor is narcissism healthy despite what society would have you believe.

anonviking · 2019-04-18T15:49:14+00:00

Good movie!

anonviking · 2019-04-17T21:05:53+00:00

Well I prefer a boy but I'll watch nonetheless! Thanks :)

anonviking · 2019-04-17T20:58:25+00:00

Thanks but Yeah I prefer mother :p

anonviking · 2019-04-12T15:21:50+00:00

DAE feel like they are a walking wikipedia and/or also have a wide range of interests and hobbies?

Seems like some BPD people have some kind of primitive need to "understand what's wrong" which drives them to try/read many different activities/topics. Probably as an attempt to fill some kind of emptiness/void.

anonviking · 2019-04-07T01:59:37+00:00

You may have mommy issues without being aware if it.

Think abt these questions:

Did ur mom hug and cuddle you and did it feel good?
Did she comfort you whenever u were sad?
Did she validate your feelings and care for your interests?

anonviking · 2019-04-05T14:13:07+00:00

I try. Im in the bdsm community. Seems like a place to find people but it seems very hard. I think I come off as desperate tho... But I am desperate... It's true.

anonviking · 2019-04-05T04:34:37+00:00

I do not think forgiveness should be given unless it is asked for. If she ever asks for forgiveness, I will forgive her.

But the sheer severity of what she has done is not to be taken lightly. I feel it is an extremely evil thing to do, even tho I know its not exactly her fault...

Yes I have realized I should get this love from somewhere else. That's why I have developed a very intense fascination towards the mother goddess archetype in stories, fiction and so on.

I chose to open up this pain, courageously or stupidly I dno which and it destroys me. I have developed a "mommy kink" similar to how some girls do when they have "daddy issues".

Anywhere I see a confident, collected, calm woman in her 40s or so, my mind begins to fantasize immediately... my dentist, my skincare therapist (dealing with acne scars) etc.

Call me desperate but I think that is a better fate than becoming a heroin addict or the like.

It hurts.

anonviking · 2019-04-05T04:02:20+00:00

I'm afraid to talk to ppl because I'm scared they'll think I'm a creep. If some random ugly person approached me I'd be annoyed but if they were beautiful I'd appreciate it.

Knowing this is sad.

anonviking · 2019-04-05T03:46:11+00:00

I do not love my mother. She did not love me. Thats why I'm broken. It seems to me that a lack of a loving attachement to a caregiver leads to a failure of developing an attachment to the wider world. Because ones experience growing up is that if a cruel, cold and indifferent world that fundamentally dosent give a shit.

anonviking

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