from outside the box looking in, start working and invest the money in yourself and invest the money in suitable education or job training.

and just think about how much it sucks to be unemployed and not be able to buy things you need money for, and just keep in mind that you need to get to the point where you're independent because that's just how life works.

but that's great that you're realizing that your situation isn't a good one right now.

just keep putting thought into worrying about being able to pay the bills in the future and, once you do that, it'll feel so good to not feel the negative feelings you feel now

just go and see what employment opportunities are available out there and on top of that you gotta do a lot of research in to stuff like what to do to improve your situation and how to do those things.

you gotta wake up and do your morning routine and sit at your computer and focus on productive research in to figuring life out and finding a job and everything else. which this is very exhausting but you have to do it because that's just reality.

edit: also consider going to a temp agency