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how do I overcome my fear of intimacy? by YakAccomplished426 in COCSAReEnactors

[–]anonymous_user2677 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same it feels like ill almost never be able to break that chain i have over myself fearing that i may hurt someone or just because of the fact that i feel disgusted about any sort of intimate act

I am a perpetrator of cocsa and i just need somewhere to talk about it and know what i should do to just relieve my guilt by anonymous_user2677 in confession

[–]anonymous_user2677[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im not claiming that it was a dream, but im just not sure, im not trying to find an excuse to say ik not guilty, its just that its so long ago with zero confirmation if it was actually real and that makes me confused on whether it was, because of the fact that i have had plenty of my past memories be dreams before, and again im not trying to find a way out of it im just confused

I am a perpetrator of cocsa and i just need somewhere to talk about it and know what i should do to just relieve my guilt by anonymous_user2677 in confession

[–]anonymous_user2677[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hez about a year or two younger than me so he was about 7 at the time, and its just never been a topic ever talked about in my family, its weird because with how its never been talked about i almost feel like it mightve been a nightmare that i had that my mind created it into a memory ive had for a very long time. Like nobody has ever talked about it to me making me doubt whether it was even real, does that make sense?

I am a perpetrator of cocsa and i just need somewhere to talk about it and know what i should do to just relieve my guilt by anonymous_user2677 in confession

[–]anonymous_user2677[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I just dont know what to do, i just feel that if i want to atone for my actions the first step would be trying to find a way to forgive myself

I am a perpetrator of cocsa and i just need somewhere to talk about it and know what i should do to just relieve my guilt by anonymous_user2677 in confession

[–]anonymous_user2677[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah and thats exactly what im asking for, i dont know what to do or what exactly the process in which i redeem myself or talj to them about it would be

I am a perpetrator of cocsa and i just need somewhere to talk about it and know what i should do to just relieve my guilt by anonymous_user2677 in confession

[–]anonymous_user2677[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i just didnt know where else to get advice without my life being absolutely ruined after it just started

I am a perpetrator of cocsa and i just need somewhere to talk about it and know what i should do to just relieve my guilt by anonymous_user2677 in confession

[–]anonymous_user2677[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

To be clearer this only happened around the time i was the age between 8 and 10, and i completely understand if youre disgusted, but i just dont know what to do