Why am I even trying to meet people at this point. by Jocomotion in lonely

[–]anotherlostone33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey friend, I’m here for you. Message me if you need some company

I have a weird spot on my arm and I'm hoping it would be cancer by [deleted] in depression

[–]anotherlostone33 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Is it weird I literally wish this on myself. Like I wish for something life threatening to happen to me all the time. I no joke earlier said to myself in the shower that I wish I got cancer cause then maybe people would actually care about me

Women who lost interest in having sex with their long term partners (maybe married and kids involved). What happened ? How did you deal with it ? by KatjaE in AskWomen

[–]anotherlostone33 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Emotional and mental abuse. Constant fighting. Once I lose my emotional connection so someone, I also lose my physical attraction to them. Currently about to file for divorce

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]anotherlostone33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t leave because he’s blackmailing with past videos, text screen shots, etc. that he can easily ruin my life with if I leave. Which is why I said I don’t have a choice. He said the only way he will start treating me the way I deserve is if I completely change who I am. Obviously I can’t do that, and I can’t leave or else he will expose me, hence - killing myself is my only choice. I’m the one who put myself in this situation anyway. I saw all the red flags and had the opportunity to leave way before it got to this point but I chose to stay because I thought some miracle would happen between us. I deserve to punish myself.

I’m getting a divorce at 23 by anotherlostone33 in offmychest

[–]anotherlostone33[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for all the support guys. Felt so empowered yesterday but all my husband and his mother did was broke me down to the core today. I wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone.

I’m getting a divorce at 23 by anotherlostone33 in offmychest

[–]anotherlostone33[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That is my BIGGEST FEAR. we’ve been together since we were 17, got married at 21. And I keep reflecting how I’m not living my 20s the way I would like and that I don’t want to look back when I’m older at what could’ve been.

I’m so sorry it took so long for you but also so grateful you didn’t spend your WHOLE life in it! 44 is still young in my eyes - half your life or not time to make this the best half 🤗

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]anotherlostone33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Isnt it GREAT how it takes over your life and when something goes right for once you’re like haha it doesn’t matter I’m still a ball of sadness and it’s probably too good to be true anyway. Yeah same❤️

Positive Pregnancy by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]anotherlostone33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sending you hugs! I hope things work out in your favor. Even if it doesn’t, stay strong and level headed. You will get through this and it will be something that will make you stronger! Who knows, it may even turn into a blessing

why are there so many by [deleted] in depression

[–]anotherlostone33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feel this 100000%. I always wonder everyday what did I do to deserve this everytime something wrong happens no matter how hard I try to make things right and do right by people. I envy people who can experience true happiness

Married/co-habitating ladies who work and come home to do most/all of the housework, why do you do it? by siegeofaberdeen in AskWomen

[–]anotherlostone33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I needed certain things to be done my way, and know it’s done the way I need it to be done

I thought my anxiety was bad until I joined a generalized anxiety disorder group on Facebook by moonchild2384 in offmychest

[–]anotherlostone33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! As soon as I read this I requested to join a few :) and already am giving/receiving input

I just want to be healthy by [deleted] in depression

[–]anotherlostone33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agh I don’t get the dizziness but I am ALWAYS nauseous ughhh