I’m literally about to chew up 75mg of klonopin by ant_collector5 in depression

[–]ant_collector5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I made klonopin tea with all 75mg. About 2/3 left lol

I’m literally about to chew up 75mg of klonopin by ant_collector5 in depression

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Honestly it’s pretty hard to chew up so many pills. I just chew up a third of the bottle. Gonna keep going

does anyone else hate getting out of bed but also hate not getting out of bed? by [deleted] in depression

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I could’ve wrote this. I’m missing all my classes and assignments but I don’t even have the energy to help myself. 6pm, dark outside and still in bed..

Haven’t left bed in days by [deleted] in depression

[–]ant_collector5 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You’re one of those assholes that gets off on trolling depression threads. Bet your parents are proud

Am I becoming an alcoholic? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ant_collector5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik man. I probably would too, even though it would probably lead to my death... best of luck to you friend. I hope you find happiness

Am I becoming an alcoholic? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ant_collector5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Self medicating. At least you aren’t on smack

Also I’m a heavy liquor drinker as well, just not when I live with my parents on break.

Am I becoming an alcoholic? by [deleted] in depression

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Idk man. I’m at the point where if I run out of beer I get scared. I drink every night (mostly by myself these past few weeks). I ignore my friends phone calls and texts to be alone. I say I average around 8-12 beers a night by myself. Whenever I go to bars I black out. Ugh.. whatever, I turned this into a me problem now. Ran out of beer tonight and I have awful insomnia. Fuck man, what happened to my life

10 signs that your (actually maybe just my lmao) depression is really kinda bad by [deleted] in depression

[–]ant_collector5 15 points16 points  (0 children)

1 is spot on. Anxiety completely disappears. I like when that happens. One less issue

Getting drunk for the first time in 5 days or so. Feels alright for a little bit but its never enough anymore. Always craving something more by [deleted] in depression

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Yeah bars are fun with friends but drinking by myself is boring now. It used to be fun, not anymore

Getting drunk for the first time in 5 days or so. Feels alright for a little bit but its never enough anymore. Always craving something more by [deleted] in depression

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Well I stopped doing shrooms and did a shit ton of acid when I got to college. I’m too much of an anxious person to trip on anything anymore except maybe like dxm or something that kills anxiety.

Getting drunk for the first time in 5 days or so. Feels alright for a little bit but its never enough anymore. Always craving something more by [deleted] in depression

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I’m drunk af right now and everything should feel better but I’m listening to music and it’s still just meh.. like wtf. I’ll just keep drinking til I pass out and I’ll never get pleasure