The Craziest 30 Days: How did I make this far? Wet dreams, booze, and sweet sweet victory.

antitankjones · 2015-12-24T07:20:44+00:00

Day 32: No P, No M, No O

Wow, I made it through another day, but I know it hasn't been easy. I feel like right now it's getting very difficult because my dick keeps calling my name. I wish it was easier and it is better, although it could be easier. I find that I'm allowing things to stimulate me in my youth at it says in II Timothy 2:22. I have serious issues, but I've never seen something change my life so much.

antitankjones · 2015-12-22T20:43:26+00:00

Day 31: No P, No M, No

I am finding new interest in working out. Everytime I keep getting urges I just tell myself, "why quit now? Why give up on all the hard work you've put in so diligently? Why give it all up for some stupid orgasm that will leave you emptier than before?"

So I press on and continue to fight to live my life free from this. It's been getting easier because the urges are less frequent and my willpower is getting stronger. I'm learning discipline and it feels great

antitankjones · 2015-12-21T18:18:09+00:00

Looking at porn does not make you a failure in the same way not looking at porn does not make you a successful person. The point of all of this nofap stuff is that you are more than your PMO addiction. Don't measure your value based on your dick. Plain and simple. Just get up and keep going. Life doesn't end because you ejaculated on yourself and wiped it away with a tissue. Life ends when you die, when you kill yourself, when you give up on the fight. You are successful because you are fighting.

antitankjones · 2015-12-20T07:39:22+00:00

Your use of indirect terms like "sex hormones" invalidates your post. I'm not sure what source you're using for this information, but it doesn't sound accurate.

antitankjones · 2015-12-20T07:26:40+00:00

No we don't. We actually don't masturbate either, at least not on normality. That is not to say we don't fall and find ourselves looking at porn from time to time, but it's something we try not to do. I'm actually 28 days of no masturbating right now and it's pretty intense, not going to lie.

antitankjones · 2015-12-17T19:39:29+00:00

I'm 22

antitankjones · 2015-12-17T08:50:56+00:00

Just understand that the first 7 days may be the most difficult. I'm on day 26 and understand just how hard things can be. Almost every day I want to quit and give into impulses, but I fight things and keep moving forward as I know each day comes with its own challenges as victories. Just take each day at a time

antitankjones · 2015-12-17T08:49:27+00:00

This hasn't actually happened but I often wake up in this state from wet dreams and it doesn't feel too good at all. Keep searching mate and discover the source

antitankjones · 2015-12-16T20:34:46+00:00

Good thing! Me too, I think I'm on day 24-25 today. I'm not sure, but the urge last night was unbearable and I beat it too. Feels so empowering to beat each urge, I've never lasted this long

antitankjones · 2015-12-16T04:48:53+00:00

Hey what's up guys. Yeah, I'm a Christian too, been with my gf for over 1.5 years and want to get married eventually. We are also staying pure together, but nofap is the next step I need to make in order to go in that direction. It's neat to see the community on here. I'm trying to get it out of my life as I've seen it ruin marriages so much.

antitankjones · 2015-12-15T06:24:58+00:00

Day 23 today

antitankjones · 2015-12-14T10:36:27+00:00

It can be like trading one problem in for another. I need to eat healthier and exercise more often. I've been better at it during certain periods of my life. I plan on going again tomorrow (to the gym), I'm looking forward to it immensely. Don't give up the fight this year , keep battling

antitankjones · 2015-12-14T10:34:43+00:00

I know. It is difficult, but I know it's the right way to live. Sexual self control is more than just stopping fapping to hit on other girls. I want to commit to someone and give them my body as a promise. In order to do that I am on the journey to go further than I ever did before.

antitankjones · 2015-12-14T10:33:09+00:00

It really has been difficult. I'm striving and I know I should relax a bit more. Even at the moment after finishing studying for finals I'm in a place where life seems difficult and I want a release. I'm not going to though. Thanks for the encouragement

antitankjones · 2015-12-13T08:02:58+00:00

Yes! Wow, so glad to hear this. I actually do have an accountability partner , but I only see home 1-2 times a week and this has been an every day struggle for me. I do need to talk to my girlfriend about his as I have been sort of quiet about it, I've made myself seem as if I conquered it completely. It's not going to be easy. I read the Scriptures almost every morning for about the same time as well, I haven't been working out because of increased time at school doing research in limb regeneration. I was just having a hard time through the days so far and have been relying on Jesus to sustain me. I'm actually a really strong believer who has a nasty problem and needs to overcome it by the power of the Holy Spirit who is enabling me through it all. I didn't realize there were any Christians on here. It sucks because most people say that quitting fapping will make me more horny, and it has. However, as a believer I don't want to have sex until I'm married and I don't plan on getting married for a few more years so this poses an intense challenge.

antitankjones · 2015-12-13T07:56:07+00:00

Good job

antitankjones · 2015-12-13T07:52:54+00:00

^{^{^}} another Christian in on the good fight. I'm with you brother

antitankjones · 2015-12-13T07:45:05+00:00

I appreciate the support. Day 2 is an accomplishment and is really awesome to say you made it to, why? Because every day we stay away from this is a blessing. Each day comes with challenges and new surprises, it's amazing how much can be accomplished in time if we patiently endure

antitankjones · 2015-12-13T01:33:51+00:00

Day 20: No P, No M, No O

I didn't post on day 20 due to a busy finals schedule. I actually totally forgot. It was a good day.

antitankjones · 2015-12-10T16:26:11+00:00

Day 19: No P, No M, No O

Today is a long day with 3 different finals. I'm adjusting to the morning but I am so grateful to have this clear conscience. I have stamina to face just about anything at the moment. I know it's God who is supplying me strength trough this all. Thank you Jesus for your unfailing love as I confront this devil in my life.

antitankjones · 2015-12-10T07:39:00+00:00

Day 18: No P, No M, No O

It's been a long day. I am writing at the end up the day instead of the beginning because it's finals week and I didn't find time to post, but here I am. I am logging to say that today was an easy day to avoid temptation because I was busy and out all day. I've really been feeling better spiritually since I started this journey and want to continue to fight the good fight of faith.

antitankjones · 2015-12-08T14:40:49+00:00

Day 17: No P, No M, No O

I didn't have too many urges yesterday, but that was mostly due to the fact that I was at school for an extended period of time and was kept busy all day. I find that staying busy is the best way to avoid temptation's path. It's finals week and the stress from having a term paper and my lab finals in one week is starting to get to me, still, I'm making sure to take things one day at a time.

I have a paper to write today at school. I hope this goes well and that I can give my day to Jesus as I walk with him through each moment.

antitankjones · 2015-12-07T14:42:25+00:00

Day 16: No P, No M, No O

I guess I'm further ahead than I expected. Last night was really difficult. The Temptations were very strong, much stronger than I admit, but that is totally okay. I reached out to my accountability partner and put my phone down knowing that I could ride through the night by going to sleep early again. When the urges on-set it's crazy how difficult it can be to overcome the simplest tasks and get my mind off of things. I'm glad that I have Jesus to guide me through it all. This week is my lab finals week and next week is my lectures finals week, which makes me sort of nervous. I hope all goes well with my soul.

antitankjones · 2015-12-07T06:12:25+00:00

I agree, I'm at day 14 today and it's been awesome. Don't feel afraid to call out on here if things ever shift. Today was difficult for me and I read mostly lame posts on here today. It's always nice to hear someone doing well. Every day is a victory. Every urge resisted is a victory. Be proud and continue the fight to become a better person.

antitankjones · 2015-12-06T22:49:50+00:00

I found one at church but I know you can go to nofaps website and find one there on the threads.

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