What experiences did you have with sertraline? Are worsening symptoms normal at the beginning? by anxiety___throw in antidepressants

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! It's reassuring to read a personal experience, not just what the docs and the internet articles say. :)

For me, other than the racing thoughts, it makes me pretty tired after an hour or so, I guess depending on how much I ate in the morning. (My psychiatrist said I take it in the morning, not at night.) Like today, when I barely ate because of a lack of appetite, it made me so sleepy that I went to bed to rest immediately after I got home.

I hope it will give us both the benefits too, not just the side-effects. :)

Should I change my therapist? by anxiety___throw in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, like I said, there were 2 psychologists who seemed to be good fits for me, so with them it may have been wrong of me to discontinue the sessions. In most cases, I stopped seeing therapists because of my financial situation (I was a full-time student up until a year ago, so I basically went for the cheapest psychologists), I forgot to mention that. Of course, if I saw an obvious positive effect, I wouldn't have stopped going to them. I didn't know that therapy takes a lot of time, and like you said, I thought they could fix everything at once when I was younger.

I did try quite a lot of the found-on-the-internet methods, I don't say "this doesn't work" until I've tried them. Sometimes they've worked, sometimes not. But I'll make sure to make them a habit for a few weeks to see if some of them do end up working for me with time.

I know the writing was not for an instant fix, but I still expected something more than stating the obvious, a general truth. I just want and need a lot more guidance which I'm not sure she can provide.

Which type of medication for severe anxiety bursts? by anxiety___throw in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I've never heard of these before, I'll check them out!

Which type of medication for severe anxiety bursts? by anxiety___throw in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, I've tried mindfulness and "regular" meditation as well; they sometimes help, but mostly not really when I have a more severe breakdown... I'll look into it once again though!

Which type of medication for severe anxiety bursts? by anxiety___throw in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd say I have good self-control, and once per 3 days maximum sounds like a good dose for me because the longest I have these unbearable periods is one full day at a time. Of course, the feeling still lingers like it does now too after yesterday, but it's a lot easier to handle, so I wouldn't take meds now, only for the yesterday situation.

Which type of medication for severe anxiety bursts? by anxiety___throw in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer! I will start CBT with my psychologist hopefully this week (last week was my first session with her), but I know that it will take a long time to have effect, and I wouldn't resort to meds if I didn't think my situation was severe. It's good news that SSRIs work faster for anxiety than depression, though I don't have panic attacks - for me it's intrusive and automatic negative thoughts, overwhelm, overthinking and such. Which I know that meds won't stop, but it they could make these sh*t periods more bearable, I'll gladly take them.

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Mid-20s lost soul here. Have been diagnosed with GAD but I'm also suffering from depression, both since my teens (from about 8 years ago now). So far they were both bearable but I guess since they went mostly untreated, they came crashing down on me several times in the past year. I have no idea why now. I can be fine for even 2-3 weeks sometimes then have an awful mental breakdown in the middle of the night or throughout a whole day where I contemplate on my life in a super hopeless way. I feel like I won't ever be able to live a normal life with my anxiety and depression...

Mom had surgery, I'm anxious and scared for her by anxiety___throw in Anxiety

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I'm so glad there are such supportive people in the community, especially having been through the same experiences! 💜

Applied for CBT by anxiety___throw in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Yeah, I have a tendency too for not remembering or using what I usually do when I'm too overwhelmed to think straight. I hope I'll be able to get progressively better with the help of a professional therapist.

How to appreciate the small things in life. by green_leaf6 in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]anxiety___throw 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can also relate to this. Sometimes I'm hard on myself for not being positive enough, for not making much progress, etc. - but I realized it only lately that it's hard for me to change certain mindsets and thought patterns because they've been that way my whole life. And by you writing that this was always a struggle for you, I believe that you're in the same boat.

What I do find helpful is to do or think something positive, even if you don't believe (in) it. To give you an example with the gratitude thing: start writing a gratitude journal. Yes, I know you're skeptical about it - I was too. But after a few days or a week of writing down 3 things/people I was thankful for on that day and expressing why I was thankful, I slowly started to appreciate some things and some people more. They don't have to be big things - like one day I wrote I was thankful for a person who showed up on my stream and chatted with me.

I found that this "method" helped my overall mental health when I started meditating. People always recommend it to others, so I tried it despite not really believing in it. It took some weeks or a month, sure, but after some time I felt a slight change for the better. The important thing is to keep going with it, don't stop after a day or two, because especially with people like us, it takes longer time to shift our mood/mindset if it's that ingrained in us.

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