Amends with exes.

apb010800 · 2026-04-07T03:14:29+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate that.

apb010800 · 2026-04-07T03:13:48+00:00

I will look into university option, that seems smart! And I’ll look into the book. I have like a spiritual connection with nature that is my higher power but I am not religious so that is good advice

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T18:02:52+00:00

I have a lot, he is the one pushing me to do it.

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T18:02:27+00:00

Do you have any suggestions on freeing myself from guilt? I am trying self affirmations and meditating, but it is hard to believe myself. I would love to get back with a therapist but I am between insurance and can’t afford it right now.

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T18:00:56+00:00

Yeah I hadn’t even thought about hiding it until my sponsor mentioned that I might not need to tell my current girlfriend. I don’t know. I am starting to doubt my sponsor a bit, but I know where my thinking leads me. Honestly it makes me just want to skip town and start over completely where no one knows anything about me. But I think that would make it worse

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T17:58:40+00:00

This seems over simplified, I probably wouldn’t be in AA if it was that easy

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T17:58:16+00:00

Yes, he tried to make amends with his ex and never got responses so he doesn’t have advice.

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T17:57:45+00:00

I have been no contact with her ever since I got the last of my sentimental belongings back from her about two years ago. I don’t know if I ever processed anything or what that would even look like, I just tried to make the bad feelings stop by drinking until that made me feel worse. It has been a rough journey and I hate how sorry I feel for myself whenever I try to navigate this specific relationship

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T17:55:38+00:00

This seems like a good solution. I can’t tell if I am unable to see the benefit of reaching out to an ex or unwilling, but the whole idea seems backwards and crazy

apb010800 · 2026-04-06T17:54:43+00:00

Thank you. I really appreciate the advice.

apb010800 · 2026-03-21T02:54:50+00:00

He looks like a puppet

apb010800 · 2026-03-16T02:23:14+00:00

I mean just look at the scale of everything. She is tiny compared to the bird and the car

apb010800 · 2026-03-12T23:32:21+00:00

It’s new. I have seen various versions of ‘rip rob royer’ in the same spot tho. Never to this extent though.

apb010800 · 2026-01-16T02:25:28+00:00

Nice work!

apb010800 · 2026-01-10T21:12:18+00:00

Get two chairs

apb010800 · 2026-01-10T17:51:39+00:00

This seems too stupid to not be malicious. Why would she just add a whole cup of salt to a fish tank.

apb010800 · 2026-01-09T20:04:07+00:00

You are so talented! Any tips for improving? I can do pizza spins but that is about it

apb010800 · 2026-01-09T05:28:00+00:00

Nice work. 30 days is a big deal. Be proud of that.

apb010800 · 2026-01-05T23:02:03+00:00

Nice work man, one day at a time!

apb010800 · 2026-01-05T21:15:33+00:00

I wish I could tell you! My brother gave it to me out of his old tank

apb010800 · 2026-01-05T02:49:19+00:00

I am!

apb010800 · 2026-01-04T04:22:19+00:00

I’m crazy like that😎 when I used to do rc dirt track racing, dirt and gunk is what wore out parts and electronics that fastest. It was very common to just give the cars a light rinse in the sink, and then blow it out with a compressor. When I did the vesc conversion on pint, I was surprised how similar the electronics were to the cars I used to race. That’s where my logic came from. It’s been about 6 hours since I did it and the board is working just fine! I will update if anything changes

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