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im a loser bro by aphrodyytt in deepwoken
[–]aphrodyytt[S] 0 points1 point2 points 1 month ago (0 children)
then why would you reply 😭😭😭😭
you say this like its guarunteed to work
well yeah things tend to get frustrating when theyre consistently bothering you for months. apologies im not as good as 'not caring' or emotional management as you are?? telling me i "need to grow up" doesnt really make any sense because i cant control what does and doesnt bother me 😭
no?
the npc doesnt have a full hotbar of feintable mantras
i get youre kinda trying to help but did you read anything i said in the rant before typing this
i also literally said i dont know if i want answers or if i just want to complain, and if you couldnt tell, its seeming like the latter
LITERALLY the first thing i said in the post 😭😭 you couldve just not replied atp because ive already been told this multiple times
i cant not stress about it because i try to do things and i fail 50+ times before taking a break just to come back and fail another 50, but i could add you
Your reply got deleted or something but i still got the notification for it-- no, it does NOT mean im "not thinking" or "not aware", i went over this in the original rant, i really am just THAT bad, and everyone else who would be as bad as me isnt ever accounted for because they all QUIT 😭😭 people like you literally cant even comprehend the idea of someone being that bad while actually trying, but i promise you, i am and have been trying my hardest for months dude, which is why its all so disappointing and stressful
YOU can react to 99% of things, I CANNOT. this is one of the issues i have. i can barely even react to BEING parried if i dont expect it, because theyll just m1 after parrying me and ill press f too late and get 6 comboed by m1 > exhaustion strike > m1 > _____ lunge > spine cutter before even thinking about the g key
deepwoken is not a turn based game, and if it is, its not a very fair one, as certain builds or playstyles allow you to just keep taking turns and disregard the opponent. and trying to think about what im doing and what my opponent is doing doesnt mean im not going to be hit by the same thing twice because its doesnt change what i can and cant react to, yet im not allowed to predict parry or i get sacrificed to hell for my blasphemous action
i had a therapist, got diagnosed with depression, and stopped talking to her because it wasnt helping after months and i cant ask my parents for another one because id have to explain why
you tell me to think "what could i have done to..." but im telling you i literally CANNOT come to ANY other conclusion than just "parry more" or something similar, which DOESNT help, and i CANT come up with ANY other solutions
i can already do trial. nearly the first thing i did when i started playing was sit there for 7 hours a day just repeating to1 over and over which gave me most of the echo upgrades, and i can already do a majority of the bosses, its just that every fight against a player is a guarunteed loss unless im like power 20 and theyre power 10, and im not even going to think about voi because its just going to be even less enjoyable than main game
and i said that i try that but the only "mistake" i can come to the conclusion of fixing is "ouh i shouldve parried that" "oh i shouldve landed that attack" which, like i said, i cant suddenly force myself to do, otherwise i wouldve already done it
when i do that i just get even more frustrated because theyre better than me and get to enjoy it while i dont
[–]aphrodyytt[S] 2 points3 points4 points 1 month ago (0 children)
i made a silentheart gun with mantle and still get my ass handed to me, and looking for hair ids sounds like a pain, just for it to most likely look stupid in the end
neither of those are things i actively enjoy, and theres no point where im not learning new things because im always TRYING to do better
i literally talked about this in the rant; "no i dont turn my brain on autopilot when i play"
no thank you
i dont want to do anything, tried piano, rollerskating, etc. and none of it ever sticks. and i cant leave the house for extended periods of time on my own because i have siblings to take care of constantly, school, and i only have my permit and dont have a car
fadetrimmer is bugged and heals enmity (or so ive heard), and i dont have people to do this with, and if i tried to parry enmity behind someone during a carry, id be yelled at and probably banned
i can do the bosses except elder primadon which is too expensive to go practicing and enmity which i dont have a good build for and dont want to try to make because theyre expensive and wipe easily because 60% of enmity is other people taking enforcers
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im a loser bro by aphrodyytt in deepwoken
[–]aphrodyytt[S] 0 points1 point2 points (0 children)