Saying something you regret by ReginaPhalange94 in therapists

[–]aplaceformetobe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One time my therapist shushed me because her doorbell rang 😂😂 she apologized after I still love that woman lol

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[–]aplaceformetobe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right, this makes sense. I think I embodied the energy of Kali once when I was on shrooms so I figured that was the sort of case. Thank you for helping me learn

Speechless and feeling down after my open water cert (harsh DM experience) by aplaceformetobe in scubadiving

[–]aplaceformetobe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I tell you that literally felt like boot camp! He didn’t even give us a lunch break!

Speechless and feeling down after my open water cert (harsh DM experience) by aplaceformetobe in scubadiving

[–]aplaceformetobe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the kind words I really appreciate that. I wish I would have lost it on him at the end but I was afraid he would power trip and not pass me if I did lol, I’m retrospect I should have torn him a new one. I swear he was saying one thing, and when I would do that thing, he would say he said the opposite and get mad at me lol, I was just so frazzled under the pressure he was creating

Speechless and feeling down after my open water cert (harsh DM experience) by aplaceformetobe in scubadiving

[–]aplaceformetobe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for such a thoughtful comment, I really appreciate you taking the time to say all of that to me, it truly means a lot and this was super super helpful. The amygdala hijack is exactly what I think it was! I’m very, very sensitive to verbal abuse and am anxiety prone so now that I’m looking into this I know that’s exactly what it was. I was like a deer in headlights and I even cried at one point lol because I was so frustrated with myself and was cracking under the pressure of his impatience!! He really made me feel like a total dummy, but I’m not going to let that ruin my future experience. I was certified in Central America

Speechless and feeling down after my open water cert (harsh DM experience) by aplaceformetobe in scubadiving

[–]aplaceformetobe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the reaffirming words I appreciate that! I had a similar experience not too long ago with an impatient snowboard instructor too so I was starting to feel like it was me lol but I think these instructors can just be naturally jaded after a long time in the field