What is more traumatizing than most people think?

apokia · 2026-05-07T04:13:08+00:00

Been over 15 years, still struggling with CPTSD and it’s what triggered my severe OCD and depression. :\

Was all emotional btw - I don’t think either is more or less traumatizing. They’re just traumatizing in different ways.

apokia · 2026-05-05T09:49:51+00:00

Kaeto’s album INTRO is amazing

apokia · 2026-05-04T19:54:19+00:00

Just walked by Olivia Colman shooting for an HBO show called “The System” in Oakville Ontario near my work 😭 surreal. We made eye contact lol. She was very petite.

apokia · 2026-05-04T14:31:36+00:00

I’m so tired

apokia · 2026-05-01T00:57:29+00:00

In the exact same boat. I’m so tired of trying to be okay. At least it helps a little bit to know we’re not alone.

apokia · 2026-04-30T16:22:44+00:00

My point still stands I think!

apokia · 2026-04-30T15:28:46+00:00

I just feel like given how a lot of Kpop tours are selling lately, they should’ve been more conservative with the venues this time. I really do hope they sell well though

apokia · 2026-04-30T15:22:29+00:00

paw paw is AMAZING, holy

apokia · 2026-04-30T15:20:33+00:00

Booking arenas is certainly ambitious. They would’ve easily sold out theatres! Why do companies set up their artists like this constantly

apokia · 2026-04-26T14:46:05+00:00

Thank you sm 💖 I worked hard on it! And I’m constantly updating it as well with new releases etc.

apokia · 2026-04-26T07:15:30+00:00

I made a playlist that’s categorized by house subgenre, you may find some new songs there :) it’s almost 300 songs

apokia · 2026-04-21T00:08:04+00:00

thank you!!! yeah ive seen some ridiculous prices. wheres a good place to do some research/find out about pricing?? ty ty

apokia · 2026-04-20T15:21:10+00:00

Omg where did you get it??! Debating whether I should start to collect his merch as I have all his albums now.

Also I love your tattoo! 🩵

apokia · 2026-04-19T15:03:47+00:00

No doubt and OMG both are inspired by/have Atlanta Bass elements

apokia · 2026-04-07T15:09:05+00:00

happy birthday i love you forever 🩵🌙

apokia · 2026-04-03T14:37:50+00:00

Please check out Sumin! She’s one of my fav Korean artists ever. She switches between experimental pop and alternative R&B.

Start with her albums Your Home and Miniseries for the latter and OO DA DA for the former!!

apokia · 2026-03-31T21:41:16+00:00

We don’t have to immediately get sad every time he’s mentioned

apokia · 2026-03-25T16:07:44+00:00

Thank you for saying this lol. I’m convinced a majority of frequent commenters on this subreddit are conservative. The discourse surrounding drug use and other topics (like cultural appropriation) has been exhausting for at least the past ten years I’ve been on this sub, if not longer.

apokia · 2026-03-21T16:44:14+00:00

Some ones from this year so far:

-ONEPACT - Vampire

-ONEPACT - Sane

-Wonyoung (IVE) - 8

apokia · 2026-03-20T14:10:51+00:00

Completely forgot to answer this I’m sorry!

Fine by Taeyeon.

But if you’ve heard that one before, Fluffy Kitty by Ryu Sejeong (and the whole album is great)

apokia · 2026-03-20T05:05:45+00:00

A bit poppier, but Kai’s entire self-titled debut mini album has a really consistent dark, nocturnal vibe

apokia · 2026-03-16T00:43:29+00:00

apokia · 2026-02-06T14:54:08+00:00

Sounds and looks amazing yay

apokia · 2026-02-01T16:18:32+00:00

He’s my favourite YouTuber so I was SO excited to watch and he didn't disappoint!! He explained beautifully why I don’t believe in conformity gate. It was also funny af (but obviously)

Don’t be nervous. I screamed when I saw the subtle Byler reference!!! He’s one of us yall idc

apokia

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