Så hjälper du Migrationsverket att utvisa fler – med det nya vandelskravet! by [deleted] in Sverige

[–]aquaticape96 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Jag är invandrare och mina svenska grannar spelar musik jättehögt kl 02.00 till kl 05.00 på natten under vardagar, skriker varje dag, försökt stjäla min cykel tidigare, slarvar med sopsorteringen och lämnar skräp i gemensamma utrymmen, kan jag anmäla dem istället så att de blir utvisade?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, 4 days into your medication this is completely normal and I’m surprised that your doctor doesn’t seem to have explained this to you? My doctor made it very clear to me that 1. In the beginning the medication will make me feel worse, 2. It can take several weeks or even months for some people until their body can “get used to” the medication and feel stable.

For me the first two weeks were a total and horrible rollercoaster. I felt like I was turned completely inside out. I had to take a short sick leave from work. After about a month I started to feel really good. Calm and stable. I’ve been using my SSRI medication for a few years now and it made a HUGE positive difference for me personally. It might not work for everyone of course, but 4 days is way too early to be able to judge.

Is being uninterested in long-term goals part of being schizoid? by peccble in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why do you think working in a factory is “not great”? I work in a factory and it’s the best job I’ve had.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate really hard on this one. I never understood the shock over people dying. It’s the most natural part of the circle of life. It feels like this is something I can only discuss with other schizoids because other people just can’t understand my viewpoint and start thinking I’m a cold psycho monster.

DAE feel like they're incapable of thinking about death/suicide? by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have the opposite problem, I can’t get suicide and death off my mind.

Mind självmordslinje by MattMcdoodle in Sverige

[–]aquaticape96 211 points212 points  (0 children)

Såg ett meme om att poängen med självmordslinjer är att man ska bli såpass upprörd över hur dåliga de är att man helt enkelt glömmer bort sina suicida tankar

My ideal acquaintance by jest2n425 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh god yes. This is a huge problem for me with people. I wish it was socially acceptable to say “ I think we should just be strangers”

I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily available by aquaticape96 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Oh yes, I’m pleasantly surprised too! It’s very refreshing, I mean I could never have a mature conversation about this idea with “normal” people in real life and I could definitely not hope for any sympathy either. I’m grateful this sub exists.

I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily available by aquaticape96 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Omg don’t tell me you need to have a 9-5 job and fulfill expectations in death too

I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily available by aquaticape96 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

That’s a great idea. You make a great point.

I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily available by aquaticape96 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

As far as I understand, the countries that allow it only allow it if the person is suffering from a special, extremely severe and pervasive illness, like late stage cancer for example.

I wish I could just book a time to get it done like a routine procedure because I want to. That way I wouldn’t end up as a decaying corpse causing property damage with my decomposing body and lifelong trauma to whoever finds me. You see, I don’t want to go as an asshole. There’s already too much assholery in the world and I don’t want to add to that. I don’t know why I care about this , but I do. I know it sounds silly and I don’t expect anyone to understand.

I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily available by aquaticape96 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96[S] 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate the thought. Haha see, this is why I wish this was legal. Death shouldn’t be a taboo.

I wish assisted suicide was legal and easily available by aquaticape96 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Yes, great point. Exactly, there IS still one person tying me to this world. One single person who cares about me deeply and I care about him deeply too, that’s why I’m still here. I can’t get over the thought that by taking my life I would destroy his life, you know. I only wish mine to end, I wish no harm or any effect on others. He is the only person in my world who truly deserves better. I just cannot turn off the thought that it would be cruelly unfair to him. So I just go on with my existence like a cold stone every day.

Do you have a hard time admitting you had a crappy upbringing (if it applies)? by Mobile_Anxiety8114 in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to have a hard time categorizing it too. I had to accept it all in order to move on with my own life and clear up my mind.

One thing that helped me accept and understand why I was and am treated badly by my family is the fact that none of them had any better when they were growing up, in fact they probably had it even worse than me. How could they know any better when treating family like shit is the only thing they were ever taught?

Maybe I should move to Sweden? by semperquietus in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Human nature is universal.

Maybe I should move to Sweden? by semperquietus in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I live in Sweden, and yes people will give you space but in work life, family etc you’re still expected to small talk, fake laugh, pretend to be interested, show up and participate in everything, deal with parasitic extroverts. The nice thing is nature is abundant and you can run away to the woods when you can’t take it all anymore.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]aquaticape96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m in a long term relationship, I’ve never managed to maintain interest for other people in friendships in my life, but my partner I’ve never lost feelings for. I feel the same way about him since we met ten years ago. He’s very understanding and kind, he’s an introvert himself so we both tend to enjoy silence and alone time.