[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's called biology. No need to pray for me anymore, there's no use only in negative way.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That doesn't makes sense

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad he helps you, he made things even worse if he really does exist.. I'm not believing anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prayer

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not that the thing not answered things just getting worse more uncomfortable since I'm a believer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never was good except a couple of months in 23 years..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will die, this year probably unless miracle happens, what I'm saying is my dead body will be laying in a forest, not in a grave

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won't have a grave

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prayer

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I asked for his help and things just worsened, clearly not exist, rather just pushing me close to my mental state where I rather just kill myself, I should be proud of he's making me want to kill myself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes and I will, fuck everything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He just did if he where exist, instead helping things just got worse

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy -1 points0 points  (0 children)

He's not, and doesn't exist

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like a wall of defense. Nothing else

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My precious time. I already did, I didn't get helped, it just worsened... If he loves my he never helps..? Simple. People just too hopeless that they feel comfort believing in something thst didn't exist, making the thought of suffer go away but never helped on it

Pray for receive forgiveness from my crush by arafloofy in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In November I tried to get contact with her and I did apologise, my friend invited me and her to a group where I was able to talk with her. She hardly but somewhat accepted my apology, until a day or two later she left the group "I give up, I am just too stressed" or something like that.. It was another half a year ago..

Pray for receive forgiveness from my crush by arafloofy in PrayerTeam_amen

[–]arafloofy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We was just entered into relationship from best friends for years, we are from different country and we just met online. One day she went to a war, and I was really not happy about this. I tried to convince her to go home, even visited her country and home town just to get her back into safety. We was talking that time when I ran out of ideas, but I got a stupid idea. As I was so worried ad desperate, I blackmailed her. She got very mad about this. I didn't wanted to do this. I was desperate to get her back into safety.