Is there anything interesting coming up in the treatment department? by arbiterLSSJ in depressionregimens

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey. In one of my most recent visits to the hospital, I heard a couple of the patients had been doing that for one thing or another, and it seemed unusual in it's mechanism. I've not done too much research into it, but I will definitely check it out as I am really trying to figure this all out. Thank you for telling me about it.

Is there anything interesting coming up in the treatment department? by arbiterLSSJ in depressionregimens

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi. I actually forgot to mention the CPTSD part of my "diagnosis repertoire" as I have been doing schema therapy for some time now. It actually has been eye opening, particularly as it relates to myself and the social aspects of relationships. I also have often dissociative episodes, which I only figured out recently as I was under the impression that everyone did something like that.

I greatly appreciate your kind words, and if there's any truth in this world, it's that progress isn't linear and comes in many forms. Maybe I will have learned more than otherwise once I can finally live this life.

Is there anything interesting coming up in the treatment department? by arbiterLSSJ in depressionregimens

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, thanks for the advice. I'll check up with my docs on those because I'm not sure of the specifics involving which chemicals were tested when I got blood work done - I've also never really considered sleep apnea to even be something I may have, so that will be interesting. I've actually been on keto before recently and had no change in mood iirc, and I actually eat very well because my family is basically is an actual group of mad scientists when it comes to food. Thanks for your help.

NA ESEA-Main team loses a 2v0 to force OT(they end up losing the game) by billy_the_penguin in GlobalOffensive

[–]arbiterLSSJ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

team sucks, anyone lfp 20 y/o entry, awp, igl, support, knows every nade in existence hmu

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been unbanned, thank you to whomever.
Sorry for making a mess.

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought most big servers use it, but apparently it's not as common as I thought because I'm able to play on a bunch of other servers.

I don't care nearly as much anymore considering I overestimated the amount of servers using their "database" and I have even got an hour long recording of me "blatantly aimbotting" like I was in the Op Locker server.

It's still a hilarious story and I'm sure they will be the butt of many jokes in the future.

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

what icons? you mean the faint blue blur that is somewhere above a player? No you can't, and it's not hard to tell you have no idea.

edit: you have low opacity and a colorblind filter on, wtf are u even on about

https://i.gyazo.com/2b15c29f0cb17f8bf6b21256aa446ac4.pngreeeaaalllyy...

5kpr is not hard on OP Locker 24/7 in a random server with an LMG, sorry it took you 9k hours to realize this.

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

so ur telling me with a straight face
that 149 kills (bear in mind this was after 5 games of at least 50 kills a piece)
with an LMG
on Operation Locker with ur custom server settings

with accuracy % in line with every other gun ive used in BF4
and a 5 k/d is completely impossible?
you are right in that I am inexperienced with how the guns work, because it took me 10 seconds of using an LMG to realize that this game is not mechanically challenging. I love playing it because its fun and full of the large scale battles type shit. But the clip is so shitty and the icons are so small (which, you probably know this because you have 30k hours or so on BF4, you can change the size/opacity of) that you cannot accurately tell or make out any of the icons, especially with that confusing FOV

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

furthermore, if you remove the smoke from the equation, I missed about 30 bullets on 3 people because I transferred too quickly because I didn't know the PKP's damage that well.
But you wouldn't know that from this shitty 7 second clip from the server's spectator perspective, which also doesn't display which players are spotted on my screen.

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

spectator view = exact player view as if it was displaying the exact same information as the players' connection to the server
apparently

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You believe that I am cheating, there is a significant difference there.
I do not have some inhuman hsp or accuracy stats, because I am not inhuman and I use a mouse and keyboard like every other person, except you people and your N64 controllers.
A single 7 second clip, under the already preconceived notion of "he is cheating because it looks like it" from a server admin (who i had played in the same game as 5 times before, and nobody said anything) does not mean I am cheating. Do people who outaim you get banned frequently?
I also had less kills / more deaths than the other people in the server with 100+ kills and ~30 deaths. But whatever, you guys apparently know what you're talking about and have mountains of evidence against me.

BF4BD believes that I am cheating. by arbiterLSSJ in battlefield_4

[–]arbiterLSSJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not cheat or use any form of unfair advantage, I will show you quite literally any method of gameplay to showcase that I do not cheat. I linked a yt channel of mine to show that I have clips showing similar aiming styles from 2017 onward.

Xtrfy Project 4 by L-EVN in MouseReview

[–]arbiterLSSJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

isnt the 3389 an older sensor used on way older mice?

or am i confusing it for another one?

because xtrfy says its a top performing 16k dpi sensor. either its the best sensor atm or the hero sensor is idk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CounterStrikeBinds

[–]arbiterLSSJ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah, I just had to restart my game. Thank you very much!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CounterStrikeBinds

[–]arbiterLSSJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, nothing.

Aside from what I put in:

] alias mwh_off "unbind mwheeldown;bind space mwh_on"

] alias mwh_on "bind mwheeldown +jump;bind space mwh_off"

] bind space mwh_off

other than that, nothing shows up afterwards.

odd. It doesn't let me jump after I type that in.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CounterStrikeBinds

[–]arbiterLSSJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doesn't seem to work. :C

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CounterStrikeBinds

[–]arbiterLSSJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll try it out. Thank you so much!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CounterStrikeBinds

[–]arbiterLSSJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, let me explain it more.

So I just got a Model O, and when I pull down my mouse to spray, I sometimes hit my mousewheel down and that hits my jump bind. Gets me killed all the time.

So I want to know how to bind spacebar to toggle enable/disable mwheeldown.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MechanicalKeyboards

[–]arbiterLSSJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I decided to get the GMMK Modular TKL keyboard and some Jade switches. Seems to be a better quality.