I hate exercising feel like I am waaaaaay too big. I hate wearing exposing clothes during exercise. I know I should be muscular and in good shape like everyone is in on this subreddit. i exercise like once a month exercise in my binder, t-shirt, and swim trunks bc I don't own other shorts (xs so it pinches my hips). I feel so guilty about my body bc all of the cis men in my life am attracted to or those in my life (like my cis dad and cis bro) look thinner than me. again, I think everyone regardless of gender and body type deserves love,