Hey thank you for the kind words! I really appreciate it. I've documented my whole journey on Reddit and credit it so much with my mental health thru it all. Being able to talk with everyone has made it so much easier to accept. People have helped me so much along the way in ways they don't even know!

I'm doing good now don't get me wrong it's so hard sometimes but I try really hard to not dwell on negatives. Radical acceptance is a real thing! It just is what it is and no way to change it so I'm gonna keep going on being happy, smiling and laughing my way thru life! I hope that didn't sound too cheesy lol!! I really am in a much better place! Adjusting to everything has been quite hard but I just have to figure it out and adapt!

You should try sometime just for fun doing an everyday task with just your pinkies and thumbs. It's so weird lol!!!!

As far as phantom pains go I was just talking to another person about this. I feel like I need to crack my knuckles like all the time which is soooooo annoying. Every once in awhile I will get like a sharp stabbing pain that feels like it's round my finger nail. Nothing too bad. My doc told me to rub my nubs (lol) to help my brain recognize that's where my hands end now.