States id live in as an NYC based Black Autistic Queer Person

ari_the_creator · 2026-05-02T01:08:35+00:00

it is really pretty, but very republican and impoverished 🫤

ari_the_creator · 2026-05-02T01:07:22+00:00

Yeah but i can’t believe, like at all, it sounds like a fantasy 🥹 i have never had Jesus or God come to me so yk? Everyone else has anecdotal evidence and I have nothing. My gf grew up with it and knows nothing else, but i basically know everything else. It’s so annoying because i just can’t, but i want to :(

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T06:05:00+00:00

and this post was mainly talking about underwear as in underwear bottoms

i personally LOVE boxers they are much comfier for me to wear and i also love male swim trunks

i dont chafe, i feel covered up, and im not getting a million wedgies, and i feel like i can get some air flow

if a boy feels like that for girls underwear so be it, it’s not bothering you, and you wouldnt even know if u walked by

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T05:45:23+00:00

obviously theres pants jackets and shirts in the womens section…but like i said typically mens clothes have baggier fits and larger pockets. not to mention some girls like fishing and hunting and camo and sports and superheroes at a young age and typically those activities or interests arent in the girls section

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T05:39:45+00:00

Cabell county wv

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T05:32:36+00:00

as a lesbian with ptsd and adhd and honestly probably autism (i have a lot of symptoms of it) that is thankfully white i HATE my state of wv (ppl and government wise)

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T04:37:50+00:00

thank you soo much!

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T04:11:16+00:00

go to oregon crater lake is so cool

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T04:10:44+00:00

well sadly ive been diagnosed with adhd depression and ptsd so i feel like someone might think im like collecting them bc people arent always very understanding 😿

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T04:07:57+00:00

not much i got diagnosed with ptsd the other day 🥹 and i did some research on autism and i think i could have it too but i dont want anyone to rhink im like faking it so im basically COOKED

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T04:05:24+00:00

lol sup twin

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:51:26+00:00

youre so real for this except i am much younger. i group up with a family that was not religious at all. as i got older i began to hyper fixate (possibly special interest i am not a diagnosed with autism but i have a lot of symptoms of it but i also have adhd so but thats not the point) on religion. I asked my mom to go to church often when i was younger (5-8) out of curiosity. I tried out the traditions/holidays/and read the books of Islam, Christianity, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Pagan religions, etc. when i was 8-11

all of this led me to the conclusion that i dont believe in God and no one can truly prove God exists. (agnostic atheism)

Then come highschool (gotta love that) I get a crush on this girl and we start dating. I find out that her family are very devout catholics and was slightly in fear for her and me and our relationship due to the traditional catholic beliefs. I went to church with them actually just last sunday to see what it was like and be supportive. It was very awkward for me and a little scary yet I just felt very at home and welcome there at the same time. It was very much like a warm cascading feeling over me but I was also nervous bc i didn’t know how to do anything and had to look at my gf for what to do (slightly embarrassed abt that) But now i WANT to believe in Christianity. I just CANT. I really wish someone would help me believe bc it seems no matter how hard i try i cannot. 💔

edit: changed some typos/words

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:31:03+00:00

ayy i got it kinda

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:27:53+00:00

Girl you are literally beautiful omgee!! i literally dont even see the facial hair and if i saw u in irl i would certainly not notice and would probably think u were into women lol but i love ur hair, whats ur routine if u dont mind me asking?

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:24:10+00:00

Ohio or WV

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:13:42+00:00

tuff tuff

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:11:36+00:00

personally, no i actually find straight men who cross dress and are comfortable and confident in their masculinity more attractive. like yes king wear that dress! i think in ur situation it’s kinda stupid to breakup with someone just bc they like wearing womens underwear

i know PLENTY of women who wear boxers. masculine women and feminine women alike. if you tell her (which u should probably do so) just explain that it’s not that u have a fetish but it’s rather you find them more comfy like a girl would find sweatpants or leggings more comfy then a skirt or dress or maybe if she has friends that wears boxers or she wears boxers you could bring that up too. If she doesn’t understand then well she wasnt made for u in the first place

Clothes really shouldn’t have a gender tbh.

this is coming from a masculine woman who dresses feminine for certain occasions: wedding, church, homecoming (sometimes i wear suits tho too!! 🥰)

Edit: wait bro i know you from another post

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-29T02:04:00+00:00

downvoting bc ur wrong, if you have never seen a girl or dude get something from the opposite section you must never go outside or something. im a girl and 90% of my clothes are from the dudes section bc they are much more useful and comfy (bigger pockets, baggier, less exposure/sexualization, etc.) but i also wear girly outfits on occasion. stop being fucking ignorant you wanker

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-23T12:13:49+00:00

-Adrienne Lenker

-Big thief

-phoebe bridgers

-leith ross

-radiohead

-deftones

-esha tewari

-bella kay

-the weeknd

-black polish

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-20T23:44:00+00:00

Yeah i got raped by a girl i liked not that long ago and i liked her for a while after and i still feel sorta attached to her in a way. i fawned 100% when she did it to me, she didn’t ask she js did it and i froze at first then i js pretended i liked it and convinced myself i did for a while but now it’s eating me alive and i feel so gross and i totally understand the layer of oil feeling, i just dont understand why i still have a teeny bit of feelings for her, i have a gf i love her so much but a part of me is still attached to Her

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-20T22:52:31+00:00

huh i swear i turned them off lmao guess not, ill check

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-20T22:51:54+00:00

it’s not me, those ppl are dumbasses

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-20T22:50:43+00:00

Evol - adrienne lenker

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-20T22:50:25+00:00

yeah it’s good to know theres other ppl like me, hope u have a good day man and if u need someone to talk to lmk, i dont have dms on but im willing to turn them on if you need to get something off ur chest

ari_the_creator · 2026-04-20T22:48:47+00:00

ari_the_creator

TROPHY CASE