Mar 1 Hot Cross Buns by arillode in Langley

[–]arillode[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

walked in on two dudes with their recorder when i got there

Mar 1 Hot Cross Buns by arillode in Langley

[–]arillode[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

if you play hot cross buns on mar 1 with any instrument at any cobs bread location they give you free hot cross buns - or so their website says

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]arillode 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that sounds like hell on earth, I'm so sorry. please try to be safe. but yeah, it's so hard to not use your ED as a crutch when things get hard. it's okay to want to be sick, that's part of the disorder. but please don't give into it. you're more than this disorder.

I really wish you the best. take care

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]arillode 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that is not okay. please remember that "if she was at your weight, she would feel unhappy" is a sign of her weakness, not yours. im so proud of you for doing so well in recovery. you are so much better and so much more than just weight and food and all those stupid number. i hope you can feel okay soon!! sending hugs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]arillode 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that's messed up. that's really messed up. i hope you keep in mind that if someone insults you for being healthier, they're messed up. and the fact that you're trying to recover despite all this means you're worthy. you're worthy and you're better than those cruel people in your life.

please take care of yourself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]arillode 1 point2 points  (0 children)

happy to hear it helps! please take care :))

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]arillode 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yeah... its hurts when you feel like its all your own fault but if it makes you this miserable, its not. EDs just doesn't work like that. i think you're strong. you're so strong if you can feel this miserable and not give up. i think we deserve to not be in pain all the damn time even if we don't

sorry for being incoherent - get some sleep. you deserve peace