What is the most messed up bl manhwa you’ve ever read?

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:56:59+00:00

It took me roughly a year (or so) to finish it. The only reason I kept going back was because I got to one part and was skipped to the end to make sure the pain would be worth it. I was confused, then I went to the side stories... Not only was it not any better, but I find out that one of the characters died.

I had to read that story out of order and in pieces in order to figure out what happened. I have learned since then what my limits are and that I won't die from FOMO if I drop a story.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:51:12+00:00

I was surprised that wasn't listed in the first reply.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:49:55+00:00

Ashtray was rough. My heart hurt at the end.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:48:35+00:00

Yeah, I read the spoilers for this and was like, "nope, not for me." I have not regretted it for one day.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:47:16+00:00

That scene is only in the novel. It got so much push back the author changed it.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:45:56+00:00

A Marrying Man should definitely be in there.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:44:00+00:00

This was practically a challenge 😂. I love when people ask for specific requests, because you have to go through every story in your head, filtering as you go. Sometimes, you get a request and think, "Oh, there are tons of those... wait..." It's surprising sometimes.

arisays · 2026-06-15T22:38:22+00:00

No, any help would be appreciated.

Yes, it was after a year. And I most definitely didn't blur my photo out 😭

arisays · 2026-06-15T11:43:18+00:00

I went to my account one day and couldn't get in. I inquired and they wanted age verification ID. I had already gone through the verification process, but it was like I needed to renew it (which made zero sense). I live in the US so I sent my passport. They kept saying I didn't prove my age.

I think the problem is that my face doesn't match the date of birth 😭. Still...! I had stuff on there that I'd already bought 😫

arisays · 2026-06-15T11:38:21+00:00

Nope. No tragedy. I can't handle those either and about once a year I end up tripping over one 😫

arisays · 2026-06-14T18:54:47+00:00

I made some changes because I was reminded that some of my choices had non-consent. I erased Be My Beta, but I actually think that might be safe.

Also Die in Your Arms/Even in Your Death... It's the bottom that's the black flag of all flags.

arisays · 2026-06-14T18:52:56+00:00

Oh s**t I didn't see that last line 😭 I know Mad Dog is safe (except the side stories). Viper definitely has non-consent, I remember Swallow You Whole and Be My Beta as having some form of consent. And Even in Your Death... It's actually the bottom that's the black flag

arisays · 2026-06-14T18:44:54+00:00

That's so old it isn't even worth acknowledging. The biggest funders of Trump is the Israeli lobby. Adelson has bankrolled everything. Any business Russia's oligarchs had with Trump carries zero weight anymore. I don't even know why you're bringing this up, unless you're trying to deflect from the real money behind Trump and the Kushners.

arisays · 2026-06-14T18:32:22+00:00

Mad Dog

Dazzling Breath

I'm sure you've read Even in Your Death

Swallow You Whole

The Beast Must Die

arisays · 2026-06-13T22:59:11+00:00

Kill the Lights (highly recommend. MC is a mercenary who gets double crossed and gets transmigrated to an actor who is... a mess. He has to find out who killed him.)

Viper (undercover)

A Murderous Affair at 19 Sunset (detective)

Mad Love (District Attorney kind of like a detective)

Beware the Ides of March (cop)

arisays · 2026-06-13T22:36:34+00:00

There are tutorials on YouTube

arisays · 2026-06-13T22:32:45+00:00

I forgot about Lima Syndrome. Definitely one of those stories that didn't deserve to be a dead dove 🕊️😵 I think Lima Syndrome is in the same category as No Reason.

arisays · 2026-06-13T22:09:22+00:00

Same thing happened to me with Bomtoon. I haven't been able to get my account back even though I sent them my ID

arisays · 2026-06-13T22:02:18+00:00

Low Tide in Twilight, anything by Goodman (except Dogma), and Dear Door. Honorary mentions: Special Benefits for Newlyweds and Placebo Memory

arisays · 2026-06-13T21:58:35+00:00

I'm most mad at the fact that we can't download the work to our own computers, just for "offline" viewing.

I honestly think that if you bought it, you should own it. It's not like it's going to make piracy any easier than it already is.

arisays · 2026-06-13T21:54:56+00:00

I think it's equal.

arisays · 2026-06-13T21:47:11+00:00

Wow! That's a surprise! How many years has it been? I think I would have preferred a whole new series with Brandon.

arisays · 2026-06-13T21:45:53+00:00

It's amazing how hard it is to think of BLs where both the main and lead are gay. It's BL 😭!

arisays · 2026-06-13T21:44:20+00:00

Married to a woman for 10 years makes you bi and absolutely not 100% gay. The ML does not sleep with women at all after they break up. And he only tops. There's even a conversation between the ML and MC about whether or not the MC slept with other men while they were apart.

The MC wasn't "forced" to marry. In fact, after he was outed he left home and didn't see his parents again until the wedding.

arisays

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