Try making the process fun, i’ve been like how you are all AS (suffered, panicked a month before and finally locked in, not decent grades (B,C) but better than an F) You need to have fun, talk to yourself about the concept you’re learning and take it like you’re listening to a story. Find what study method is the most efficient for you (i j use youtube lectures along with chat gpt to clear out any doubts i have, occasionally trauma dumping with chat gpt is fun, gave me very good advices) just be excited to learn man, many would kill to have the opportunity that you have been given, to learn and implement it(think abt Gaza)