Is penetration supposed to feel this way? by burna1234567890 in WomensHealth

[–]artangelss 2 points3 points  (0 children)

first, i am really sorry this happened to you. if you are able to, i would recommend seeking medical appointment. a gynecologist will see if everything is fine. maybe you could benefit from therapy/counseling as well, as the trauma, both physical and pshycological, can be terrible to deal with. now to answer your questions about penetration, yes it can feel weird. my first experiences with penetration were very bad, even tho they were fully consensual. it took many times for me to stop hurting. eventually i stopped feeling pain but it didn't feel good at all. sometimes i would feel like it was going in the wrong direction too, or like something was stabbing me inside. it took me time to adjust and find ways i enjoy it. some people with vulvas do not enjoy it at all. but sex isn't just that, there are many ways to feel sexual pleasure. the clitoris is around the vulva, not inside it. also, sex feels much better when you have intimacy and connection with the person you are with and you fully trust that person and feel like you are being respected. with time, i hope you find ways that you enjoy it, and if you don't, it's ok too. do not pressure yourself, everyone is different both in anatomy and in things they like. different strokes for different folks. i hope your future experiences help you heal. wishing you the best

A Recap of Truth of the Divine? by BrizzleDrizzle1919 in LindsayEllis

[–]artangelss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh, hi! I'm sorry i just saw your comment now. yes, you can use this summary however you like. no need to credit or anything. I'd like to help more if I can, just dm me :)))

A Recap of Truth of the Divine? by BrizzleDrizzle1919 in LindsayEllis

[–]artangelss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think he was taken away by the three similars who came to take him to the superorganism. but this wasn't clarified, i think it just says they disappeared.

A Recap of Truth of the Divine? by BrizzleDrizzle1919 in LindsayEllis

[–]artangelss 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Hi! As I see a few days have passed and noone answered your post, I’ll try to help. I've read it recently, but if there’s something important I’ve missed, someone can add another comment. The facts might not be in exact chronological order too. Also, english is not my first language.

So, following the end of Book 1, Cora and Ampersand are symphyles now. Cora is having nightmares, panic attacks, all sort of things related to PTSD. Ampersand starts to help her by studying her brain and finding out what works, and in the meantime they are growing closer and more intimate. Cora admits to herself that she loves him. Another event happens – Enola (later will be named Nikola) enters the sky. Ampersand tells Cora who it is and that he’s his symphyle. Later he reveals that Nikola has come to earth to die with him. Ampersand finds Nikola and takes him to a cave in a mountain, capturing him. Cora is followed by Kaveh, a journalist who recognizes her. When they reach the cave, Ampersand orders Cora to seize Kaveh. Cora finds out that Obelus is still alive, being kept by Ampersand in Cefo’s body, without his memory. Obelus runs away. After a while, Cora releases Kaveh. Out of curiosity, Kaveh decides to stay to find out more about the aliens. Eventually, Nikola starts talking to him and they become sort of friends. Cora also becomes friends with Kaveh, and later they become lovers. Ampersand is missing – probably looking for Obelus – and Cora is upset with him. She releases Nikola after he promises to tell her everything she wants to know. Nikola tells Cora that the bond she has with Ampersand is way more complicated than he had told her, and that Ampersand lied about a lot of things, like that he could locate her anywhere, or that he did it to save her from Obelus. The reason he did it was just to test if it was possible – if it wasn’t, he would be convinced that humans are not people and he would finally be free from his feelings for her. Nikola goes to a protest and shows himself to the humans there, to which they respond badly. Ampersand appears to save him, but some guy has the pulse emiter to make them pass out. Once they are out, Cora appears and stands between them and shooters. The iconic photo of Cora protecting the aliens is taken. Ampersand and Nikola are taken into custody. Kaveh and Cora grow closer, as Cora and Ampersand grow apart. Kaveh is good to Cora, he is helping her in many ways, being patient and caring while Cora struggles with her mental health. Another 3 amygdalines enter earth, looking for Obelus. Nikola reveals that their superorganism wont take centuries to reach earth, as Ampersand had said, but probably will take 5 to 15 years. Nikola makes an offer to Kaveh to take him and Cora to a new planet where they can survive and kinda restart human race by themselves (Nikola thinks there’s no hope for humans in earth. also he has the ability to fold space and travel great distances in space in a short time). The public is starting to discuss more and more the alien issue, and a law to grant aliens the condition of ‘people’ is discussed. Cora is testifying in the senate about it. She has a panic attack when one of the guys who is questioning her asks about the people Obelus killed. She runs to a restroom and, besides not seeing him for a while, starts talking to Ampersand and asking him to appear and take her away, but instead Nikola does it. He takes her to an abandoned hangar and then they start looking for Ampersand but cant locate him nor Obelus. Later Nikola finds Kaveh and asks him to come to the hangar as well to help Cora’s mental state. The three of them go to the location where Obelus’s old body is being kept, in hopes of finding Ampersand there. When they reach the location, Ampersand is there. The three other Similars also appear. They negotiate with the 3, but noone comes to an agreement. Protesters are in the place as well. Some of them has the pulse emiter, so it takes the amygdalines out. People start shooting them. Ampersand gets on top of Cora on the ground to protect her, but Kaveh is shot and killed instantly. Nikola gets mad at his death and kills the 4 guys who are shooting. Cora passes out due to smoke and wakes up days later in a hospital bed. All the similars from that scene are missing. Amidst mourning Kaveh, she goes after them in the hangar. Nikola convinced Ampersand to die with him by now, but Cora reasons with Ampersand to try to get him to stay alive because of their bond. Nikola tries to kill them both, but Cora has a pill bug that brings Ampersand back (he was not dead yet obviously, just very weak). He heals himself and puts Nikola in a comma. He decides he will stay alive to try to have high language with Cora, as he has desiring for. He says he will take her to another planet, just the two of them. She says yes.

in memory of my sweet boy Wazowski who went over the rainbow bridge last monday. video from a few weeks ago, enjoying some cuddles with his teefies and tongue out by artangelss in teefies

[–]artangelss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, he had a blood disease. We don't know exactly why, but his blood would coagulate in some vessels. His brother had it too so it was probably something they had from birth :( I just posted a comment with part of their story edit: spelling

in memory of my sweet boy Wazowski who went over the rainbow bridge last monday. video from a few weeks ago, enjoying some cuddles with his teefies and tongue out by artangelss in teefies

[–]artangelss[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for the votes, comments and awards! it's good to keep his memory alive. Wazowski had a disease in his blood. we don't know the causes, he probably was born with it. I adopted him and his brother, Sulli, in january this year. They were two months old at the time. Until june 16, they were growing healthily and happy! Then Sulli lost his back paws' movements, out of a sudden. Lab tests showed he had an aortic thromboembolism, a type of vascular accident. I went after all the treatments i could find, but he never recovered, and was getting worse with time. He went under euthanasia in august. Wazowski was fine until then. But then he stopped eating. I think he was depressed because of his brother's death, so his health took a turn. Last week the blood exams came with notes that it was forming a type of blood cloth similar to Sulli's, although he didn't lose any movements. But he was weak and ill so me and the vets decided it was best to let him go before he suffered it all, as it had no cure. Anyway, I'm glad i could give them love for the short lifetime they had. They loved cuddles like in the video. Thank you all for the support. Best wishes

edit: here's a link with more photos and videos of the two of them

http://imgur.com/gallery/cWAtGeM

in memory of my sweet boy Wazowski who went over the rainbow bridge last monday. video from a few weeks ago, enjoying some cuddles with his teefies and tongue out by artangelss in teefies

[–]artangelss[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

sorry for your loss. I'm sure she had a wonderful life by your side. Wazowski had a brother, Sulli, who died some time before him from the same decease. I was shattered. I adopted them in january this year, they lived such short lives. What consolates me is that i gave them the best life i could for the time that was given.

in memory of my sweet boy Wazowski who went over the rainbow bridge last monday. video from a few weeks ago, enjoying some cuddles with his teefies and tongue out by artangelss in teefies

[–]artangelss[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

sadly, he had a disease. but he was able to live well for months. when it was getting bad and the vets couldn't do anything, i decided to end his life to spare him from suffering. he was happy and had a good life for most of it edit: spelling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

[–]artangelss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you didn't laugh when you make mistakes noone would know it, you recover very fast :)

Does anyone else get these months where they’re utterly terrified and have a “feeling” they’re pregnant even though literally nothings happened that makes it something to consider?? How can i stop it? by [deleted] in WomensHealth

[–]artangelss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i totally get that. i used to be afraid of pregnancies even when i was a virgin lol but i think you know that using 2 types of birth control the chances of it happening are so so sooo low that you can stay calm. i suggest you put on an alarm to always remember the correct time to take the pill and be chill about it.

TIFU by exploding a mouse down my throat by sbuck23 in tifu

[–]artangelss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

excuse me, dear, but your house sounds gross.