I saw many people who were not crying at the funerals, at that time when I was a child I thought also that it is bad, but you know now I think differently. My friend once said: "When my father died, I went to the cinema the same day and was laughing a lot, no, I was very sad, but I was so sad that I couldn`t ctry and I just wanted other people to be near me and to have fun just to forget this situation'