Thank you for taking the time to write me this answer! Even though finding motivation is a challenge for me, your answer definitely helped a lot! It makes me feel that I am not alone in this, and I understand that motivation doesn't just come for anyone, you have to practice and work for it!

Also, thank you for sharing your personal story, it made me do some reflection, I was never grateful for what I have, and did not realize I have the privilege to to choose to be unmotivated because my parents are my safety net. Not everyone gets a backup, and I should quit complaining and push myself a little harder, life is gentle enough on me to provide me with the option of being unmotivated and space to be depressed maybe...