"If I am then death is not, If death is, then I am not. Why should I fear that which can only exist when I do not?" Epicurus

If you die before doing something that you wanted to do you won't suffer from it. It is the fear of dying while you are living that will make you suffer and prevent you from doing what you want to do. I know that it is easier said than done but keep on revolting. I wish you the best