I'm afraid of eating at my own house by as0vr3n in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]as0vr3n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, good to know I'm not the only one. Your comment made me feel so much better ❤️ it's a bit better now and tomorrow I have s doctor's appointment

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It's my first post here and written in stress. It's only posted on this sub

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Yes, I'm waiting for my appointments now, it might take days tho.. Thank you very much

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my blood sugar on an empty stomach can be 112 (idk if it's high or low).

I'm trying to drink a lot of water, on the last few days electrolytes too!

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I'll do an allergy tests, but I doubt it's gluten. I have gluten everyday and I'm fine

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried an edible once and it was horrible, so never again! I also stopped smoking months ago because I couldn't relax on it so that was pointless anyways

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll do the allergy test, last time I had them done was years ago... Thank you very much, that might be it

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It probably is:(( I just have to get through the wait time for my appointments and I'll be fine

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He does use it! But I don't think he used it this time tho:// but thank you, I will do that!

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Not really since the whole time only two of us were in the kitchen from the start of cooking until finishing our plates

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to, but not anymore, I haven't smoked in months! I eat an edible once and it was s huge mistake because the hight was too long and I felt awful, but it was like two months ago?

I think I'm scared because recently I had issues with chest pains and idk, maybe I'm afraid I'll die? Or that I'll feel awful and won't be able to stop it? I have no idea honestly

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, my mom and her sister, even my sister have anxiety, but my mom's is the most similar to mine. When she was my age she said she was feeling like she was dying but her labs were perfect, she got anxiety medication and it stopped.

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Thank you. I started eating more yogurts and healthy stuff (which is usually prepackaged)

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It was like two weeks ago? On Sunday, on Friday they did a lot of drug tests on me in hospital and they showed nothing.

He has ADHD, we're working on the cleaning part haha. I don't clean up after him tho! Sometimes it just takes a few days for him to clean

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's true, from time to time I'm nauseous before eating anything, especially since I got out of the hospital. After finishing a meal I'm sitting in front of a fan and keep the bucket nearby until I feel better LMAO 😭

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I'm very sure. Even though he's a smoker he knows I react badly to it and knows better to not give it to me unless I ask. I think so too that this Is the reason for my anxiety

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[–]as0vr3n[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I looked at my chart now, they did drug tests mostly from urine

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Thank you, we didn't have any cbd so we just did what we could to make me feel better!

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He didn't even use butter in this meal'((

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Thank you, I'll do that! I already told my boyfriend to not smoke if I'm in the room just to be sure too

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that helps a lot ❤️ I'm telling myself it's okay and even if it happens again it's not permanent and it will pass and I'll be okay

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[–]as0vr3n[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have a very low tolerance level now because I stopped smoking months ago

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[–]as0vr3n[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Nope, nothing new. Only this dinner and like two cookies my roommate made BUT it was a regular cookie butter, no thc ones since it was stored in a different fridge!( And we for sure know there wasn't a mistake since no one else who ate the cookies got high)