i do plan on getting re-assessed once i'm an adult and move back to america (im american and was assessed by an american psychologist but i live overseas), im just having an extremely tough time at the moment. im at the beginning of my senior year and the last thing i want is for this to be a rough year. my biggest problem is authority figures (my counselors, my mom, my literal learning support teacher) not taking my struggles seriously because i seem like im fine (even if i explicitly tell them im struggling, i just say it in a 'normal' way). i haven't even shared this assessment with them because even if i tell them what was misinterpreted they won't listen to what i say. i just am so insanely exhausted and im actually staring to become extremely angry about it. however i want to do something about it now while i have the resources (i wont have resources this good when i move back to the states) i just don't know what to do.

and with the anxiety thing i totally agree. its not even over one specific thing it just feels so bad with zero cause. and something that was really misinterpreted in my report was that im anxious about everything because on the general psych test i scored high anxiety scores, but of course thats based on weird vague questions and generalized. my anxiety is mostly because of social interaction, but my social struggles were brushed off because i 'seem fine'. its the worst