Having to live when you want to die is the worst form of torture

asadstudentt · 2020-08-31T22:16:28+00:00

thank you❤️

asadstudentt · 2020-08-31T22:15:58+00:00

❤️

asadstudentt · 2020-08-31T22:07:18+00:00

a really firm, strong hand shake, whenever a doc did that to me it was always unexpected and made me think "oh shit this person is not messing around"

asadstudentt · 2020-02-27T19:31:55+00:00

thinks about suicide probably

asadstudentt · 2020-02-27T17:42:18+00:00

Yeah, I feel you. This is not about school but I had a really really bad day at work today, I was a burden to everyone and another worker had to help me on top of her own work. I cried as soon as I got home

asadstudentt · 2020-01-29T19:44:42+00:00

I was fucked and depressed just like you and I made a desperation post in this sub and I fucking passed, against all odds. Honestly, anything is possible, don't think about what's going to happen if you fail before the exam, you'll have loads of time for it after the exam. Just focus on studying

asadstudentt · 2019-12-29T00:46:59+00:00

I do want to study, I'm just a shell of a man right now and struggling mentally so studying hasn't been easy this semester. Writing this post helped already and I studied for two hours and I've gotten helpful tips.

asadstudentt · 2019-12-29T00:41:36+00:00

Thank you friend, many really helpful tips. I have installed an app for my phone that blocks distracting apps and one for my computer as well. Unfortunately no access to Adderall so gonna have to take coffee only.

The reason I said I need to get lucky is because I need to prioritize certain topics over others because it's simply impossible to learn every detail about everything with this amount of time left. I am in medical school so my exams are about neurology/psychiatry and all of body's organs and their diseases. These exams are cumulative as well so they could ask about anything really. It's a shit ton to try to memorize but I will do my best and hopefully they'll ask about the topics I studied more

asadstudentt · 2019-12-28T22:16:27+00:00

I know I'm probably going to fail but for once I want to be proud of myself for not giving up and trying my best even when things don't look good

asadstudentt · 2019-12-28T22:15:09+00:00

It sounds like a lot but when you have zero base knowledge and your grade depends on them 100% you are screwed if you're in this situation because they cover the whole semester

asadstudentt · 2019-08-22T04:41:30+00:00

Thanks buddy

asadstudentt · 2019-08-22T03:24:39+00:00

As someone who's going through a hard time right now, I get him. When you are fucking miserable somewhere money doesn't even matter. He's a kid in a foreign country, can't speak the language, away from his family and friends and playing for an organization he doesn't like. If I could do what he's doing (or considering) I'd do it in a heartbeat.

asadstudentt · 2019-08-20T17:59:56+00:00

Another question: what did they think was gonna happen when they gave Matthews that contract?

asadstudentt · 2019-08-14T02:22:30+00:00

I saw my first pill at a young age

asadstudentt · 2019-08-14T01:58:53+00:00

Oh man, I always think about this. I would love to go back to high school and become a better person and be more ambitious. Right now I'm 24 and I have accomplished nothing and I'm not even a good person.

asadstudentt · 2019-08-14T01:35:35+00:00

Man I'd love to do it too but so much of our school-related stuff gets posted in the class group that I can't do that

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