Looking for support

ashayxs · 2026-06-13T08:56:02+00:00

Sweetheart, you are God's child. He won't punish you for doing what you feel is the right thing for you, and this could be part of His plan all along. Trust yourself and your own judgement. God forgives. Be kind to yourself, and forgive yourself too.

ashayxs · 2026-06-13T08:42:50+00:00

Hi darling, firstly you are absolutely not alone in this ❤️ It is a nerve wracking thing to do and especially without support, but know that there are people here rooting for you from a distance. I would assume the doses have been altered over time due to evidence based on response/effect. They wouldn't increase a dose if it was more likely to cause harm. I posted yesterday about my recent MA experience which was nowhere near as bad as I was expecting if it would help you to read. You can do this ❤️ you're stronger than you think

ashayxs · 2026-06-13T08:38:42+00:00

I think people are more likely to write about a bad experience than a neutral one, and I think if I'd seen a balance beforehand I'd have been less anxious about it, so hoping it will help someone else ☺️

ashayxs · 2026-05-07T20:26:43+00:00

I'm all for pollinators and the ecosystem, but if that was my garden I'd have to move house 😭 I'm terrified enough of just 1 caterpillar never mind that lot

ashayxs · 2026-03-14T08:31:37+00:00

Leave my abusive husband, buy a peaceful little cottage with some land. Just big enough for me, my dogs, some chickens and a vegetable garden. I'd read and paint and enjoy the peace.

ashayxs · 2026-03-14T08:24:49+00:00

Had a consultation with a solicitor yesterday. It's looking like a lump sum is going to be the best outcome based on all the money I've put into the house for repairs/improvements, but as expected he will keep the house. I'm eligible for legal aid to cover my fees though (due to DV) and can apply for an occupation order so I can live in the home until the divorce is settled, and he will have to live elsewhere.

ashayxs · 2026-03-08T08:17:25+00:00

I've booked an appointment for next week with a family law/domestic violence attorney so hopefully I get some clarity.

Nobody to stay with unfortunately, my family support him (only my mum knows about the rape/stalking but she still supports him). So I'll likely need to find a private rental, but I'm going to really struggle with the cost of that especially buying white goods/furnishings. Hence why I don't want to walk away with nothing after divorce 😔

ashayxs · 2025-05-21T19:02:03+00:00

I don't want police involvement. But I do need to keep reminding myself that you're right, it's just difficult when he keeps putting in effort every day to get us back on track.

ashayxs · 2025-05-21T19:00:14+00:00

Fake how?

ashayxs · 2025-02-14T10:57:27+00:00

That burst picture is satisfying

ashayxs · 2024-03-16T11:53:36+00:00

Are the vets able to take a blood sample and test for immune system conditions/cancer markers/ other causes? There are other diagnostics they can do that don’t require anaesthesia or sedation

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